The Perfect Wedding

" That's great baby. That way we can have more privacy and no fear of anyone reading our private moments."

"Yes it is. I have already looked around. Asked people if they could loan me money and even applied for a loan. Still waiting for responses." Dave told me not quite sure by the look in his eyes that it will happen but stayed positive.

The more I thought of it the more I felt I had to be with him. How was that going to happen, was all that was going through my mind. One of my fears is going to another country, I swore I was never going to cross the border again. It scared me to death. I swore I was never going to leave someone for another person no matter if the relationship was good or not. Also I swore I wasn't going to leave my family and kids. Then I thought, I am not happy, I am content but not happy. I don't see my kids or family that much and if I do it's either on facebook or phone. I visit my family at least four times a month even though we are all within 15 minutes of each other. Why should I be unhappy when I can talk to them anytime via phone, text or even video. I have never been more happy with anyone as I am with Dave. What was I going to do and how am I going to do it.