The Night Land

Now, as you shall perceive, all mine utter despair was turned in a

moment into an huge gladness and a great hope; so that it did seem to me

that I should be with my dear One in but a little while.

Yet was this an over-hope and expectation, and was not like to have a swift satisfying;

for, truly, I was made aware of naught, save that I did perceive the

shape of a great pyramid, going upward into the night.

And I knew that the Pyramid did surely stand upon an hill in the midst

of that dark Country, for only so might it show so great and high. And I

set me to run swift downward into the Land, so that I should make a

strong going unto the Pyramid.

And I ran for a few little minutes, and lo! I fell headlong, and did

truly feel as that I had brake my neck with the hardness and pain of my

fall.

And I had no power to go forward any more for a great while; but

did just be there where I did fall, and very helpless and moaning a

little; so that any creature had been able to slay me, if that it had

come upon me in that time.

Yet, presently, I was able to sit upon the earth, and did hold my neck

with my hands, and afterward the pain went away; so that I gat once more

to my feet.

But now I went forward very wisely, and had, moreover, an

anxiousness in my heart; for, indeed, how did it be that the Pyramid was

so utter dark, if that it did be the Lesser Refuge, in truth.

And immediately there did rise in me a fear that it should be some House of

Evil in the dark of that Land, or some wicked Force working a Pretence

and a bewilderment upon my sight. Yet, truly, the thing was plain now

against the far-off fires of the Land; and I did have little thought but

that it should be, in verity, the Lesser Refuge.

Now in the first moment that I did perceive the dark Pyramid, I had been

without wit, save to run very quick and blind unto the place; for you to

remember how long I had made so great a search. And afterward, I had

been minded to call unto Naani with my brain-elements, sending the

Master-Word, and my speech after to tell how that I was come unto her.

But now I did heed to have caution, and to discover what this darkness

should truly mean.

And so did I go downward again into the night of that Land, at the first

with a carefulness; but presently with a fierce eagerness and expecting

of the heart, the which had been dulled a little time with the horrid

shaking and pain of my fall.

Now I had climbed unto the upper plain of the great volcano in, maybe,

thirteen hours; but I went downward of that great Hill in ten, and had

made a greater speed, but that I was sore shaken and unsure, by reason

of my fall.

And in the end of the tenth hour, I perceived that I was come again to

the great Plain of the Land; and I had no more any proper sight of the

Refuge, because that it was upward afar in the darkness of the night.

Yet was I abled now to see that there went a bulk between me and the far

shinings, and did know that this great thing was surely the hill on

which the Pyramid did stand.

And I went four hours across the Land, and did pass in this place and

that, fire-holes that made a little red-shining in the night; and

because of the fires in those far parts and a-near, there was not an

utter dark.

And when I was gone four hours towards the Pyramid, I could no more see

the distant shinings, for the bulk of the hill-bottom stood up between,

and made all a blackness that way. And by this thing, I did guess that I

was come nigh unto the hill; but yet was a great hour more before that I

came to it. And in that five hours, since I was come down from the great

Volcano, there had past me thrice and again, the sounds of things

running in the night, and once there did be a sound as of a giant

roaring afar, and a strange and horrid screaming.

Now I began to go up the hill. And, at the first, an utter excitement

took me in the heart; so that I could have shouted the name of the Maid

aloud in the night, with vain hopings that she should hear me and make

an answer. But this state went from me very swift, as I did go upward,

and there came a caution again about me, and a coldness of fear, as that

my spirit did wot of something that my heart did not perceive.

And, presently, I was come upward almost to the top of the hill, the

which took me nigh three hours. And surely, when I was come that I could

see the grimness of the Pyramid, going upward very desolate and silent

into the night, lo! an utter shaking fear did take me; for the sweet

cunning of my spirit did know that there abode no human in all that

great and dark bulk; but that there did await me there, monstrous and

horrid things that should bring destruction upon my soul. And I went

downward of the hill, very quiet in the darkness; and so in the end,

away from that place.

And I was four great hours before that I was come clear away from the

hill, and I did feel that there was not any safety for my spirit in all

that Land. And surely I went a little blindly, in the first, and did go

with no heed unto my way.

And presently, I was upon the shore of the olden sea, and had no knowing

how that I was come there; for, surely, I did think it to be a great way

off. But now I do think that the dry bed of the sea did curve around

unto that place, or that there did be two, or more, olden seas in that

Country of Night.

Now, presently, I sat me down, very weak and bewildered; for it was as

that my heart did lie dead within me. And, in verity, you shall perceive

how this thing was, for I did know by the tellings of my spirit that

there abode evil things in the dark Pyramid upon the hill; and I doubted

not but that destruction had come upon the Peoples of the Lesser

Pyramid, and that evil creatures and Powers did now abide in that place.

And if this thing did be truly so, I was come over-late to the saving of

the Maid; and with this thought I was very glad that some evil thing

should come that I should fight with it and die quickly; for there was

naught then in all the world to make me glad to have life.

And so shall you know the utter desolation that was in my heart; and,

truly, I can perceive both the wiseness and the unwisdom of my

reasonings; for, indeed, I did have no sure knowing that the dark

Pyramid did be truly the Lesser Refuge. But yet, in verity, my spirit

did know with a certain sureness, and there was no doubt concerning this

thing, in all my being.

And, after that I had sat there awhile, I did mind me suddenly that I

should send the Master-Word through the night; for, indeed, how else

might I ever know whether Naani did yet live; though, in truth, I had

little, save desperate hope in this matter; but yet did remember how

that I had seemed odd times of my journey to hear the beat of the

Master-Word with my spirit, out of all the dark of the world. And, in

verity, if Naani answered not to the Word, but there came instead an

Evil Power to destroy me, I should but cease me of mine utter

heart-ache.

And I stood me upon my feet, and looked outward about me into the

blackness of that Land. And I sent the Master-Word with my

brain-elements; and immediately I called Naani, thrice, sending the call

with my brain-elements.

And lo! in a moment, as it did seem, there broke around me out of all

the mystery of night, low and solemn, the Master-Word, beating in the

night. And immediately there did sound within my brain a far, small

voice, very lone and faint, as that it had come from the end of the

world. And the voice was the voice of Naani and the voice of Mirdath,

and did call me by mine olden love-name.

Then, indeed, I did near to choke with the utter affright of joy that

did take me in the heart, and also I was shaken with a mighty

excitement, and my despair was gone, as that I had never known it. For,

in verity, Naani did live and did call unto me with her brain-elements;

and surely I had not heard the voice of mine Own for an utter age of

grim labour and dread.

And the voice was, as I did say, as that it came from one that did be in

a far place of the earth. And, in verity, whilst I stood dazed with a

great joy that the Maid did live, I knew within me, concerning the fear

that she was utter far off; and what peril might come anigh to her,

before that I should stand to her side, to do battle for her life and

well-being and mine own joy.

And lo! in the same moment, and before that I made further speech unto

Naani, I did wot that someone did be a little way off from me, in the

bushes, where a fire-hole did burn anigh to me; and it was as that my

spirit knew this thing, and told of it unto my brain. And I made no

answer unto the Maid, across all the dark of the world; but went very

swift into a great bush that was nigh to the fire-hole, upon this side.

And I lookt through, into the open space that did be about the

fire-hole. And there was a little figure that did kneel, sobbing, upon

the earth, beside the fire-hole; and truly it was a slim maid, and she

did seem as that she harked very desperate, even whilst yet she did sob.

And surely, mine own soul did Know, all in one white moment of life.

And she there, unknowing, and harking unto a cry of the spirit, that she

did think to come through all the desolation of the night--even from the

Mighty Pyramid. For oft, as I did perceive, had she cried unto me in all

that lonesome month, and known no answer; neither that I was making a

desperate way unto her; for, indeed, her weakness was great, so that she

had no power to throw the Word strongly afar, neither to make plain her

spiritual cryings through any mighty space of the aether.

And lo! I drew in my breath, and set my teeth a moment, to steady my

lips; and I said: "MIRDATH," out of the bush where I did be, and using

natural human speech. And the Maid ceased from her weeping, and lookt

this way and that, with an utter new fear, and with a frightened hope

that did shine with her tears in the light from the fire-hole. And I

divided the bush before me, and went through the bush, so that I came

out before her, and did be there in my grey armour; and I did pause

then, and was all adrift in myself; for my heart said that I should take

this Maid into mine arms again; for that I was come again to be with

Mirdath after an utter lost Eternity. But yet was I all paused; for

truly she was Naani and she was Mirdath, and she did be a stranger in

mine eyes, and very dainty and pretty and shaken with woe and sore

trouble and grief.

And in that same moment of my coming unto her out of the bush, she

screamed and fell back from me, and strove weakly to gain unto the

hither bushes; for, truly, she knew not what was come upon her in that

first little moment. And immediately she saw that it did be an human

man, and no monster to slay her, and in that instant I said the

Master-Word unto her, aloud, that she should have knowledge of peace and

help. And I told my name, and said I am That One. And she knew this

thing, even as my lips made the sounds. And she cried out something in

an utter broke voice, and ran unto me, and thrust her two small hands

into my charge and keeping, and fell thence into a great sobbing and

shaking, so that I was all in trouble to ease her; but did keep a

silence and held fast her hands, for I had not on mine armoured gloves.

And she leaned against me, very weak, and seeming wondrous like to a

child. And lo! in a while she ceased to sob, and did but catch her

breath this time and that, but said no word. And I bethought me that she

did suffer of hunger, for I perceived that she had been long wandering

and alone, and was come unto the end of hope, when that I did come.

And the Maid stood there yet silent, for she might not yet command her

mouth to speak. And she trembled as she stood. And I opened my left

hand, and lookt at the hand within my palm, and surely it was utter thin

and wasted. And I made no more pause, but lifted mine Own and set her

easy upon the earth, with an hump of smooth rock unto her back. And I

stript off my cloak very quick, and put it about her, for she was scarce

covered with her clothes that had been all torn among the bushes; so

that part she shook with an utter chill, and part because of weakness,

for she was nigh to be starved unto her death, and destroyed with her

grief and lonesomeness.

And I took from my back the scrip and the pouch, and I gat a tablet from

the scrip, and brake it into my cup, and with the water I made a little

broth very swift upon an hot rock that was to the edge of the fire-hole.

And I fed the broth unto the Maid, for truly her hands did shake so that

she had spilt it all, if that I had done otherwise.

And she drank the broth, and was so weak that presently she did fall

again to sobbing, yet very quiet; so that I strove not to be troubled in

the heart; for, indeed, this thing was but reasonable, and not cause for

me to have an anxiousness. But I put my hands under the cloak and took

her hands into mine and held them strong and firm; and this did seem to

bring something of peace and strength unto her; so that presently the

trembling and the weeping went from her. And, indeed, the broth was

surely helpful in this matter.

And presently, I knew that her hands did stir a little within mine, and

I loosed somewhat of my grip; and immediately, she graspt my hands with

a weak and gentle grasp; but lookt not yet at me; only did stay very

quiet, as that she did gather her strength within her. And, indeed, I

was content; save that an anxiousness of the heart did stir me this

time and that, lest some monster should come upon us. And because of

this trouble, I did hark about me, now and oft, and with a new and

strange fearfulness of danger, because that now mine Own was given unto

my charge; and surely my heart would break, if that there came any hurt

unto her.

Now, of a sudden, the Maid did make as that she would rise, and I loosed

free from her, to give help. And she gat me by the hand, and slipt

sudden to her knees, and did kiss my hand, and did begin again to weep.

And surely I was so utter abashed that I stood very stupid and let her

do this thing. But in a moment I drew free from her; for this thing

might not be. And I gat me to my knee likewise before her, and took her

hands, and kist them once, newly humbled, as it were; and thus should

she know all that was in my heart, and of mine understanding. And she

did but sob the more; for she was so weak, and utter moved unto me,

because that I had come to her through the night of the world. And this

thing I knew, though no speech had yet past between us. And I gave up

her hands, lest she need them for her tears; but she left them to lie in

my palms, as she did kneel there; and she bowed her head a little over

her weeping; but did show that she was mine, in verity, unto the very

essence of her dear spirit.

And I took her into mine arms, very gently and without caress; but

presently I stroked her hair, and called her Naani and Mirdath, and said

many things unto her, that now I scarce do wot of, but she did know them

in the after time. And she was very quiet in mine arms, and seeming

wondrous content; but yet did sob onward for a great time. And oft did I

coax her and say vague things of comfort, as I have told. But truly she

did ask no more comfort at that time than that she be sheltered where

she did be. And truly she had been lonesome and in terror and in grief

and dread, a great and horrid time.

Now, presently, she was grown quiet; and I made to put her comfortable

in the cloak against the rock, that I should have freedom to make her

more of the broth. But yet she did nestle unto me, with a little sweet

wistfulness, that made warm my heart in a most wondrous fashion; for

surely she was mine Own. And she to begin to say odd words to me. And so

to have gentle obedience, and to rest quiet against the rock, the while

that I did make the broth. Yet ever her gaze did follow me, as I knew;

for I must look oft her way.

And I took the broth to her, and she drank it, using her own two hands;

and I sat by, and eat three of the tablets and drank some of the water,

for truly it was a foolish great time since last I had eat.

Now, in a while, the broth did make bright the eyes of the Maid, and she

did begin to talk; and at whiles had pauses, because that she lacked of

strength, and there was more to be told than an human may have the

heart-strength and cunning to make plain. And twice she did come again

to sobbing; for, truly, her father was dead and the Peoples of the

Lesser redoubt all slain and dispersed through the night of that Land.

And I learned that an Evil Force had made action upon the Peoples within

the Lesser Redoubt; so that some, being utter weak by reason of the

failing of the Earth-Current, had opened the Great Door, and gone forth

into the night. And immediately there had come into the Lesser Pyramid,

great and horrid monsters, and had made a great and brutish chase, and

had slain many; but some had escaped forth into the night.

And with these had come Naani, after that her father, the Master

Monstruwacan, had been slain by a shaggy man, very brutal and monstrous.

And there had been three maids with Naani, when that she made escape

into the night; but there had come certain creatures upon them, as they

did sleep among the bushes, and had stolen two, and the other maid had

run off, as did Naani, and they had neither met the other any more.

And this dreadful happening unto the Peoples of the Lesser Redoubt, had

been a great while gone, as it to seem to her; but she had no means to

tell me how long this time should be; for, in verity, how should she

make a count. Yet had it been a dread long while unto her; and I found

presently, that she had been lost through all that time that I did make

my journey unto her; for, indeed, this thing I discovered by asking

concerning my callings unto her. And she had heard none that did come to

her, in any time since she had escaped out of the Lost Refuge into this

dreadful Land.

Yet, in verity, oft had she callen unto me, until that her heart did

grow sick with the desolation of her lonesomeness and her utter

forsakeness. And her callings had told unto the Evil things of the Land

that she did be in this part and that; for there had come things and

beasts in search for her; but having the gift of the hearing, she had

known of their approach, most whiles, and had come free from them; yet

oft-times with piteous and fearful runnings and hiding among the rocks

and the bushes, so that she had grown afterward to make no calling unto

me, save odd whiles, lest she bring the monsters upon her. And, indeed,

as you do know, naught had come plain unto me, for she was so utter weak

that she had no power of her brain-elements to send the Word afar or the

tellings of her spirit.

And because that she was so sorely chased, she had come nigh to be

naked, even as I found her; for the bushes and the rocks had torn her

garments from her, and she had naught with which to make any proper

mending of them. And for food she had eat the moss upon the rocks, and

odd strange berries and growths, and had drunk of the waters of the hot

springs; and oft had she been made utter sick, because of the sulphur,

or somewhat, of the water and, maybe, the poison of odd plants. Yet, as

I did think, it was like that the first did save her life from the

second; but in this thing I do make only a guessing.

And in all that dreadful time, since that she had come to be quite

alone, she had heard a score drear things; for there had been once the

slaying of a young maid nigh unto her, by some Brute out in the darkness

of the Land; and thrice and more had she heard the feet of people

running this way and that, and the tread of giants pursuing. And by this

telling I did understand those things which mine ears had told to me as

I did go across that Land, and surely a new pity and sorrow and horror

did come upward within me. And the Maid told me how that she came once

upon certain of the Peoples of the Lesser Redoubt, as they did hide

among the bushes; but they ran, with no heed to her callings that she

did be human, even as they; and by this is it plain the sore and

dreadful panic that was upon the hearts of such.

And the bitter chill of the Land had made her to strive alway to be nigh

unto the fire-holes that were very plentiful; but even as this did be

needful unto her, so was it a thing that drew the Monstrous Brutes of

that Land, even as I had found in the Night Land, and in the Upward

Gorge. And because of this, she was oft made to stay afar off in the

utter cold of the night.

Yet, in truth, odd whiles she did be so desperate, that she would make

the venture, and so mayhaps have a time of warmth; and because of this,

she had been nigh slain in her sleep, twice and thrice. Moreover, there

were snakes about the fires, though not over-plentiful in all parts, and

there did be spider-crabs and monstrous scorpions.

And, indeed, even as she had lain by the fire-hole, very weak and

seeming near unto her death, even this time when my call had come unto

her to stir her unto life and bitter knowledge of despair, even then was

she all surround by creatures that were like to crabs, that did squat

all about her, and did but wait for her to die; so that she had been

feared to sleep, lest they destroy her in her slumber.

And by this thing, she had known that her death was surely nigh; and lo!

out of all the night of the world had come the beat of the Master-Word,

strong and powerful, beating as a low and spiritual thunder out of all

the dark of the night. Yet had she thought of me, only as speaking from

the far-off Mighty Pyramid; so that the cry had brought naught of hope

unto her, but only a newer and more known despair. And, behold, in a

little minute, there had come her name, spoken surely with the tongue;

and a name that was different from the name that my spirit had said

after the beat of the Word. And immediately, I had come out of the bush,

and she had fallen back in a sudden great fear that a monster was stolen

upon her; and then did see a young man in grey armour, and did know in

one instant that I was that olden one of her memory dreams, and the one

that had spoken unto her in the spirit across half of the dead world, as

it did seem. And now was I come through all that unknown desolation and

affright, to succour her. And she was immediately safe; but yet all

broken because of her weakness and her utter joy and her sweet honour

for me.

And this is the chief of that which she did tell unto me; and the way

that she had seen and did regard the marvel of this our coming together.

But, surely, no man was made ever to be worthy of the way that she did

look upon me, or of the words that she did say unto me in her weakness

and happiness. Now, with the Maid having speech concerning the

spider-crabs, I lookt presently well around, and surely, in a minute, I

saw that they were not gone away; but did be a circle of silent and

steadfast watching and impudence and horror all about us. And surely

this thing put an anger and disgust upon me; so that I gat to my feet,

and went unto the border of the light, and I spurned this little monster

and that, and did truly kick maybe a dozen, before that they were

content to be gone. And by this thing shall you know of their calm and

foolish assurance; but yet were they seemingly without courage; for they

made not to attack me. Yet a true crab of this day been wishful to pinch

me, had I put my toe forth unto it.

Now, I went back to the Maid, and she did laugh with a little, weak

gleefulness; so that I perceived that she was like to be a very joyous

maiden, if but I did have her in health. And I made her another cup of

the broth, and she drank it very easy. And afterward, I made a very

stern and playful order that she must sleep, and, indeed, she to need it

sore, for she was gone again from her excitement, and her weakness upon

her; yet very happy and content and without fear.

And I made a smooth place for her, and put the pouch and the scrip to be

for a pillow, and I did lay her there very quiet and sweet in the cloak,

and covered her feet; but, indeed, I saw first that they did be sore cut

and without any gear to them; so that I perceived that Mine Own had worn

out her foot-gear utter in her lonesome journeyings, and in running from

Brutes that did come to find her. And so I to know more in the heart,

somewhat of the true dreadfulness and fear that had companioned Mine

Own. And I was minded then that I would wash and bind up her feet; but

yet was she so utter worn, that I did prefer that she sleep so soon as

she might, and afterward, when she was come wakeful again, then should I

take a proper heed of her feet. And truly, they were very small and

shapely.

And presently, she slept; and, surely, I doubt whether she had slumbered

so peaceful and proper for a great month; for she never to have known

when any evil thing should come upon her in her sleep. And this to be a

very dreadful feeling, as you do know well; for you do know how I had

been in this same matter.

Now, while Naani did sleep, I stript off mine armour, and took off mine

under-suit, which was named the Armour-Suit, and a very warm and proper

garment, and made thick that it should ease the chafe of the armour. And

afterward, I put on the armour again; but the suit I folded, and laid

beside the Maid; for, truly, she was nigh unclothed, by reason of the

bushes and the rocks, that had rent her garments all-wise.

And I stood watch for the Maid, the while that she did slumber; and

surely she went ten long hours. And I walked upon this side of the

fire-hole and now upon that, and did oft cease, that I might hearken

both with mine ears and with my spirit; for, truly, I was all wakened to

a new care and delight, and did have a fresh and doubled fear of any

Horrid Creature or Force of Evil. And this shall be very plain to you.

And in the end of ten long hours, the Maid wakened, and I ran to her all

joyed that she was come again to knowledge and to be that I could talk

with her.

And she sat upward and looked at me, and there was new light and

movement in her, so that I knew her strength was come back into her. And

for a little minute, she said naught unto me, the while that I did ask

how she did be; and she lookt at me very keen, so that I wondered some

wise in a daze, what was in her mind.

And she askt me, of a sudden, how long it did be since that I had slept.

And having not thought to put away her asking, because that the question

was over sudden, I said four-and-eighty hours, which should be three

days and the half of a day of four hours and twenty; and this thing I

knew, because that I kept alway a very careful counting of the hours,

lest that I get all adrift, and know not how long I was taken to come to

this place and that.

And, truly, even as I told this thing to the Maid, I was grown very

quaint in the head; for, indeed, I was gone a wondrous while without

slumber, and had done much and bitter work in that time; and before then

had been much lacking of rest, as you do know.

And, sudden the Maid cried out something, and tost the cloak from her,

and had me into her arms, and did heed not to have any foolish shame of

her nakedness. And, in verity, I knew not how I was gone so strange; but

do see now that I was nigh to swoon for lack of slumber and rest.

And she kept me very steady for a little, and afterward helped me to be

laid upon the ground; and she put the scrip and the pouch under my head;

and so I did lie very calm and restful, and did be the more so, because

that I was grown so tired in the heart, the which did make my head to be

very husht, as that all the world was grown very quiet in a moment.

And the Maid did mind then that she did lack to be properly covered, and

she gat the cloak, and put it about her, and did afterward sit a little

beside me, and did rub my hands. And presently, I was something more to

myself, and she did grow more happy of her mind, and made to give me

something for my stomach; for, indeed, I was grown those late hours to

be foolish and to have no wiseness to proper eating.

And she did lift my head, the while that she did take the scrip from

under, and kept me very sweetly upon her knee, and so until she had gat

free a pack of the tablets, and the flask and the cup; for I had put all

matters back into the scrip before Naani had gone unto sleep, and

because of this, I had not been able to eat or drink aught, save by

wakening her, as you perceive; for, indeed I had put the scrip and the

pouch under her head for a pillow, as I have told.

And she would not bide that I should do aught; but only did ask

concerning the making of the water, and was wondrous amazed to see how

the powder did fizz up and become water; and indeed, she had too much

into the cup, for, truly, it rose up and ran to the ground. And when she

had done thus, and ceased to marvel, she put three of the tablets into

the water, and made me a broth, even as I had made a broth for her; but,

indeed, I was in no need, and had done very well to eat the tablets and

drink the water. Yet, truly, I was not wishful to lack the love of her

way, as you may think.

Now while I did drink the broth, I did be very restful upon the earth,

and mine head against mine own Maid; and I did mind me now that I tell

her concerning the Armour-Suit that I did mean for her wear.

Yet I said not that I had stript it from me, for then she had been like

to say nay, and to trouble that I was like to come to a chill, as is the

way of a woman. But, indeed, I might so well have told her, for truly,

she did know on the moment, and set to a little unto weeping; yet very

gentle and sweet, and did kiss me as I lay there, and say such things as

should make a young man the better to have heard, if but that his own

dear Love doth say the same.

And she would nowise wear the garment; but yet in the end I prevailed by

gentle reasonings and because that I was her master, as I was born to

be; and moreover, her own sweet sense did show that I spoke for wisdom;

for how should she come through all the bitter way before, if that she

had not a strong and close-made garment; and as you do mind, her

coverings did be in utter rags, as I have told; yet very sweet and

clean, as I had known; so that I ween she had stript oft in the lonesome

night, and washt her garments in this or that hot spring of the sulphur

waters and other matters.

And, in verity, alway she was much given to washings, as I did soon

perceive.

Now, presently, I did be very well again; but with a sore slumber that

did press upon my head. Yet, ere I should sleep, I did mean that I bathe

her feet and bind them with ointment and with my pocket-cloth; and truly

her feet were very small and pretty.

And I sat me up, talking my head from her knee; and told her of mine

intent. But, in verity, she did but throw her arms about my neck and

give me one loving kiss, and laught so hearty that I did think to do

this thing when indeed she was the better able to mind it, and I the

better suited to have me to my rest. And, surely, this was very true,

and I made no ado, save to give her the ointment; but lay back, and did

be quiet.

Now I did be upon my right side, and she went to my back, and took the

cloak from about her, and spread it upon me, and afterward stoopt over

very dainty, and kist me, and bade me to go very swift to my sleep, for

that she did mean to make her toilet and to get into mine Armour-Suit.

And I made no foolishness in this matter; yet told her to ease the cloak

a little about me, so that I should have room to take the Diskos from my

hip; and this thing I did, and took the Diskos to my breast, as was my

habit; and surely I saw that her eyes did look at me with a little

shining, because that I had so strange and fierce a bed-mate.

And I made her to promise that she keep a very keen harking, the which

was like that she should do, and to call me on the instant that she did

perceive any unease in the night. And after that, I shut mine eyes, that

I should not shame her, and put out mine arms, and kist her once and

turned from her unto my slumber; and she away to my back that she might

be modest to her needs.

And surely, I was asleep in but a little moment, and with a great love

and delight in my heart and in all my being.

And, truly, I waked not for twelve great hours. And when that time was

gone, lo! I came awake, and surely the Maid did sit beside me, so bonny,

and so winsome and pretty that mine arms went unto her in a moment, and

she into them, and gave me a loving and tender kiss; and afterward slipt

away from me, very sensible and loving; and did stand up and turn about

to be lookt at. For she did wear the Armour-Suit, and surely it was

loose upon her; but yet very pleasing, being close-knit. And I to my

seat, from lying, that I might see the Maid the better. And, in verity,

I must kiss her again; for she did be with her hair all about her, that

she look pretty unto me; and her little feet did be bare, and so that

they made my heart new tender to look upon them; for truly she was utter

lost of foot-gear. And I to my knee to her; and she, not to deny me, did

come to be kist again.

Now when I found how great a time I had slept, I did scold Mine Own; but

yet, as she did say, I must have long slumber if that I go so long

wakeful, else should I lose my strength. And I askt how oft she had eat,

and she told me but the once, and that six hours off.

And on this I did scold again; but surely she put a very pretty finger

sudden upon my lips, so that I might do naught but laugh, and kiss that

same finger.

And, after that, we did eat and drink, and made plans. And once I did

comfort the Maid; for, indeed, her sorrow did rise in her, because that

her father was come unto his death, and the Peoples of the Lesser

Redoubt all destroyed, and adrift in the night amid the monsters of that

Land.

And, in verity, I was set that we go quickly out of that place, ere

there came an horrid Destruction upon us; and, surely, there should

scarce be any human, beside, in all that Land; for there must have come

death upon the chief of those that did make escape.

And after we had eat and drunk, I did count the packs of the tablets,

and was thankful in all my being that I had been careful and denied my

belly; for I did perceive that there were left enough for our needs, if

that we made a good speed, and did not fear to be empty. And of the

water-powder, as it might be named, there were left two full flasks, and

somewhat of that one that I had drunk from, all my journeying. And by

this thing you shall perceive that we did not be like to die for the

need of such matters.

And here, as it doth occur unto me, I do ponder how it did be that we

had no thought to slay any small creature for our food; but, mayhap, we

had no knowledge this way; for surely, they did not this thing to my

knowing in the Mighty Pyramid. But yet, as I have said before this, I

have not all knowledge of the doings of the Peoples. But, in verity, I

never saw joint meat in all the time of that far Life that I do wot of.

Yet, had we but slain somewhat for our hunger in that great wandering,

we had been less empty in the belly.

Now, before that we should do aught beside, we must contrive that Naani

have some gear for her feet; and to this intent, I did make a search

into the pouch, and surely I found that there did be a change pair of

inner shoes, that were made to go within mine own shoes of the grey

metal.

And at this I was wondrous glad, and did make the Maid to sit upon a

little rock, while that I made a fitting of the shoes. And, surely, they

did be utter big and clumsy upon her little feet; so that I was in

surprise to know how great is a man, beside a Maid. But in the end I had

a cunning thought, for I cut off all the side of a strap, throughout the

length of the strap, very thin and careful, and so had a lace to tie the

boots around the tops, which were soft and easy for such a purpose. And

after that, I stood away to look at the Maid, and neither she nor I were

truly pleased; for, indeed, she was too pretty to be so hid and muffled.

Yet were we glad otherwise; for now she might go without hurt to her

feet.

And afterward, we packt our gear, and she did make a bundle of her torn

garments; for, truly, they might be proper somewise to our need. And so

we to begin the way out of that Desolate Land.

And we went forward together across the Land, and the journey was no

more a weariness, but of a close and sweet joy; yet did I have a new

anxiousness, as you do perceive, lest that any monster come to harm Mine

Own.

And we went twelve great hours in the bed of the olden sea, and did eat

twice in that time. And surely the Maid did grow utter weak and weary;

for she was not come proper unto her strength; yet did she make no odd

saying to tell me of this thing. But indeed, I did know; and I stopt in

the thirteenth hour, and took her into mine arms, even as I should carry

a babe; and I went forward with her, and did hush her protesting with a

kiss, and afterward she did but nestle unto me and shelter against my

breast.

And I bade the Maid to sleep; but, indeed, she had no power to this end,

for her body did ache very sore; but yet did she strive to give me an

obedience in this thing. And in the eighteenth hour, when that I stopt

to have food and drink, surely she did be awake, yet had she been utter

silent; and I made to scold her; but she gat from mine arms, and did go

upward upon her toes, and put her finger against my lips very naughtily.

And afterward she did be impudent unto me, and did deny me to kiss her.

But she went unto my back, and did open the scrip, and gat me to my

food, even as a quiet and proper wife should go. As she did be so sedate

that I knew she had mischief her heart of harmless kind.

But afterward this did pass sudden into weeping; for she had a quick and

sore memory of her father and of the Destruction; and I took the Maid

into mine arms, and did let her be there very gentle, and made not to

kiss or to comfort her; but yet to give comfort.

And presently she ceased from weeping, and did slip her hand into mine,

and I to keep it within, very soft and quiet; and afterward, she began

to eat her tablets, yet always she did be very husht; so that I did be

quiet also, and feel as that my love did be round her as a shield. And I

knew that she had knowledge of this thing in her heart.

And oft I harked into the night of the Land; but there was nowhere any

sound, or disturbing of the aether, to trouble me. And the Maid in mine

arms did know when that I harked; for in verity, she had the

Night-Hearing and the understanding spirit that doth be needful to such.

And odd whiles did I look down to her through the gloom that did be

about us; and presently I did perceive that she lookt up to me, out of

mine arms.

And I kist her.

Now, in all that day, we had come nowhere upon any fire-hole in the bed

of the olden sea; and truly I did ache to be nigh unto the warmth of

such; for I did feel the cold of the Land, because that I was weary, and

because that I had not the thickness of the Armour-Suit below mine

armour to warm me.

And the cloak did be about the Maid; for I had feared that she should

grow cold as I carried her. Yet, now she did know subtly that I was come

to feel the utter chill of the Land; and she gat from mine arms, and put

the cloak about me, and afterward came again into mine arms. And I let

the cloak bide there, and drew it forward to be around her, also. Yet,

truly, I was joyful that I did be cold, as you shall perceive. For it

was sweet to the heart to bear somewhat of that dread chill for Mine

Own; and she half troubled and likewise with understanding of my heart,

because that I was less clothed than I had been.

Now, in a little while, the Maid did pack the scrip; and so we did make

ready again to go forward, for I was grown anxious, as you may suppose,

that we should come to some fire-hole, that we have a place for sleep

that had warmth and light; for, truly, the cold of the Land did be drear

and horrid.

And I stoopt to take the Maid into mine arms, that I should carry her;

but she did say nay, that she did be well rested. And I not to gainsay

her, for she did mean the thing, as I perceived, and I had no desire to

force my way upon her, save when I saw truly that she did seem to go

unwisely. And, indeed, when such did be the case I did strive with her,

only with a nice reasonableness, as you shall know.

And the Maid walkt by my side, and wondrous silent; but yet very nigh to

me, so that I knew she did be very full of love to me, and of that

quaint and sweet humbleness that love doth breed odd whiles in a woman

when she doth be with her man, if but that man be also her master. And

presently, I perceived that the cloak did be over mine own shoulders,

and I took it and would have put it about the Maid; but truly she did

not allow this; and when I did be stern with her, that she obey me in

this matter, she did stand upon her toes, that she might kiss me, and

pulled my head down, and surely she kist me and coaxed me that I wear

the cloak, else should I give pain to her, in that I did surely be cold

because she did wear the Armour-Suit.

Yet, I would not hark to this thing; so that the Maid did be truly in

trouble. And first she made a threatening that she wear but her olden

garments that did be only rags, if that I did persist. But this I saw to

be foolishness and scarce-meant, and did as much need to smile at her as

that I did think to scold her; but I did be firm that she wear the

cloak.

And lo! she went sudden into crying; and this had been beyond my

thoughts. And truly, it set me all adrift; for I perceived that she did

be greatly distrest concerning this matter, when I had conceived that

she did but mean this thing for tenderness' sake. But mine heart helped

me to understand, and I saw how she did be truly shamed, in her sweet

womanhood, if that I helped her not in this matter; for she did feel

that she was made to do hurt unto that one that was her Love. And this

thing I do pray you to think upon, that you understand; for, indeed,

until that I was made to think, I had not seen it thiswise, for her.

And in the end, I came to agreement with the Maid, that we wear the

garment hour by hour, in turn; and she to wear it the first hour and I

to wear it the second hour; and so to go forward.

And truly, this did be an happy arranging; but yet she stampt her foot a

little, as I put the cloak about her. And thrice in the hour did she ask

me concerning the time that was gone; and surely, when the hour was but

up, she had the cloak off in a moment, and went to my back and cast it

upon my shoulders, and after to my front, and made it fast upon my

breast; and so eager and naughty was she to this, that I took her by the

shoulders, and shook her, somewhat, even as she had made to stamp at me;

yet mayhaps with more of laughter. And she to take no heed at all; but

to button the cloak and be very sedate. Yet, in verity, I caught her up

into mine arms, and kissed her, for a sweet and naughty Maid; and she

very willing, now that she had gotten something of her way.

But yet in an hour, I did have the cloak about her, again; and so did

straiten matters, as you shall conceive.

Now, when we had gone forward, through five great hours, I perceived

that the Maid did be utter worn, but yet did make presence that she was

unwearied. And because I saw how she did be, I did heed and be anxious

only that we come to some rock, to be for our safe refuge, and mayhap

there to find an hole or cave, that should be somewhat to keep our heat

about us; for there was nowhere any fire-hole anigh in all those hours.

And presently, we came to a part where there did be rocks, and we went

to and fro in the gloom, and came in the end to a place where the rocks

did go upward into the night, as that it had been a small and ancient

cliff.

And surely in a while I found a hole that did go inwards of the rock;

and the hole did be above mine head; yet when I was come to it, and had

made the Diskos to spin therein, that I should have light to see whether

there did be any creature or creeping thing in the hole, I was well

pleased; for truly it did be sweet and dry.

Now the Maid had cried out a little to see the sudden shining that did

come from within the hole, when I made the Diskos to spin, and because

of the low roar of the weapon. But I answered her that there did be

naught to have fear concerning; and so was she peaceful again, but yet a

little trembling when that I came down to her; for, indeed, the Diskos

did make always a strange sounding and a quaint and drear shining, as

you do know; and she did be feared for me that some Evil Force had come

upon me out of the cave; for she had neither knowledge nor conceiving

that ever there did be so wondrous a weapon in all the world.

And I gave the Maid an help upward to the little cave, and came after,

myself; and so we did be in a very nice and cosy place, that did not be

easily gotten at by any monstrous thing. And surely I was utter glad for

such a place, so that both should have safety that we might sleep in the

same hours.

And, in truth, this was a needful plan; for if one had stayed wakeful to

keep a watch for the other, then had our sleep taken us double hours;

and this thing might not be, else should our food be done, and we to be

twice so long as need be, ere ever we did come unto the refuge of the

Mighty Pyramid; and I utter wearied and anxious of the heart and spirit

that I bring Mine Own soon unto the safety and glory of my Mighty Home,

and so free from the Destruction that did hang above our two souls for

ever in that Land, and the peril that did be everywhere, save in the

Last Redoubt.

Now when we were come into the hole of the rock, the Maid did slip the

scrip and the pouch from my shoulders; and she gat out the tablets, and

made some of the water, and did be very swift and natty, and all to the

despite of the gloom that did be utter in that little cave.

And we eat each of us two of the tablets and drank some of the water;

and I made jest with the Maid how that the tablets did be proper for

strength, yet very lacking to fill the belly; though, indeed, I named it

otherwise.

And she to agree, and did pat mine arm, and did tell me how that she

should cook me a monstrous tasty and great meal when that we were come

unto the Mighty Pyramid. And immediately afterward, she did make to

laugh upon me, and to name me impudently for so much thought unto my

feeding; and afterward again to silence, and to patting my hand.

Now, when that we had made an end of eating and drinking, I was very

ready for sleep; for, truly, it was six and twenty great hours since

that I did last slumber; but for the Maid it did be eight and thirty

great hours; for, as you do mind, she had made no sleeping when that she

did lie in mine arms for six hours of our journeying.

And I made how we should sleep; and put the cloak about the Maid; but

surely she did refuse, very piteous, and seeming to have also somewhat

of doubt and puzzlement. But in this thing I did be very stern and

intending; for she did not be over-warm clad, as you do know, and

moreover, she was but a little One, while I did be wondrous hardy.

And, in verity, I made her to obey, and gave her the scrip and the pouch

for her pillow; and she, as it did seem to me, to sob to herself a

little in the gloom of the night. But yet did I stay my heart a little

stern to mine intent. And I wrapt the cloak about her, and set the scrip

and the pouch very nice beneath her head; and afterward, I knelt over to

kiss her, before that I came unto mine own slumber. Yet did she turn her

mouth from me, and did put her hand above her face to ward me off, the

which did grieve me; for truly, I did heed alway that I should never

thrust my love upon her in her lonesomeness; but only let it be to her

for a shield and for all comfort unto her heart.

And I turned my back, and went a pace away and lay down; for truly there

did be no way else but to be near unto the Maid, for it was but a little

cave. And I lay very husht, because that I was so sore in the heart.

Yet, truly, I could not come unto my slumber, for I was so disturbed in

my love; and I stayed very quiet maybe for a great hour; and did fight

that I shake not mine armour to jinglings with the utter cold that did

make me to tremble. But the Maid did sleep very sweet and calm, as I

perceived by her breathings.

Yet, in verity, the Maid did be so much awake as I, and with some sweet

and naughty intent of the heart, as my spirit did sudden perceive. And I

lay very husht, and did wait to discover what this thing might be.

And I made my breathing to seem as the breathing of one that did sleep,

even as that naughty Maid did make pretending. And surely, in a while I

did know that she moved very quiet, and came unto me; and I made yet

that I slept very sound and strong; though the cold did nigh to conquer

all my quietness.

And in a moment I perceived the intent of the Maid; for I did feel the

cloak spread over me with a wondrous gentleness; and afterward there did

be a soft kiss put upon my hand; and the Maid back then to her pillow;

yet, as I did hear, she brought it something more nigh to me; as that

she did crave to be near unto me that was her own Love.

And I sat up, and I put forth my hands suddenly and took the Maid into

mine arms; and she to nestle unto me so that I did be wordless, because

that I loved her so utter.

And presently, I felt her to stir in mine arms; and I loost her

somewhat; for I did be always very mindful that I impose not upon her

dear liberty of maidenhood. Yet she made not to go from me, but only to

gather the cloak about her; so that we did both be in the cloak. And she

askt why this might not be; for surely it did be madness that one should

starve and the other be very nice in warmth. And, indeed, this did be

but wisdom; yet it might not come the first from me.

And I said to Mine Own that this thing should be; and she reached out,

and brought the scrip and the pouch, and placed them for a pillow for my

head, and told me that I should put my head thereon. And I askt her how

this did be right; for she did need a pillow the more than I. But she

bid me to bide, and to have obedience in my turn. And when I was so, she

spread the cloak over me, and afterward crept under, and did lie down

beside me, and did seem as that she was asleep in one moment.

Yet, though she did be so sedate and matter-of-the-fact, as we do say,

while that she was wakeful, she did yet nestle unto me very sweet and

childlike in her sleep. And surely I did want to kiss her; but yet did

refrain from my love; for, truly, I did well that I treat her very

gently, at such a time, as you do perceive. And, in verity, such a Maid

doth make a reverence in the soul of a man.

Now, presently, I was gone over unto sleep; and in seven hours I waked;

and in that time had the Maid slumbered through eight hours; yet did I

intend that she be not disturbed, until that we were aready to the

journey. And I slipt from under the cloak, and put it round her, very

gentle. Yet it to be as she did miss me, even in her sleep; for it to

seem to me that she put out her arms in the darkness, and she made a

little moaning in her slumber. Yet, in a moment, she did be quiet, and

afterward I put the cloak about her again.

And I went then to the opening of the little cave, and put forth my

head, and lookt well about, and harked a long while; but there stirred

nothing in the night thereabout; neither did my spirit wot of any matter

for trouble unto us.

And presently, I gat out two of the tablets; for, as you do know, the

Maid had given me the scrip and the pouch to be my pillow, so that I had

power to come at these matters, without awaking her; but for her own

part, as I did learn after, she had used her torn garments to be for a

pillow; yet had made no explaining, as you do mind; and surely this was

one of her naughty whimsies; and mayhap she had been so full of a

playful happiness--as doth take the heart betimes--that she had made a

little mystery where there did be no mystery; and this but to release

her joy, and so to say masterful things unto me, out of her impudence;

and afterward had meant that she tell me; but yet was gone unto slumber,

ere that she did mind her.

Yet, since that time, a new thought hath come unto me that she did mean

in the first that she should come into mine arms to sleep, and thereby

need no pillow. But afterward, it may hap that she saw with a sudden

olden wisdom, all in one moment; and afterward did act lovingly, yet

with understanding. And so did change from her intent; yet with no

improperness of modesty; but only with a niceness of Sense, which she

did make no talk of; but yet did have. And surely, how oft is a man thus

wisely ordered, unknowing.

And to cease from these thinkings, and to go forward, I eat two of the

tablets, and afterward made some of the water. And lo! the fizzing of

the water waked the Maid; and I knew that she reached out very sudden to

me; but afterward knew in a moment what did make the sound, and that I

did be up and making ready for the journeying.

And she gat up in the darkness, and said my name, and came unto me, and

kist my forehead in the dark; and immediately she ran her hands gently

downward of my left arm, and when she came to the cup, she took it from

me, and slapt my hand, very dainty. And afterward I knew that she took a

sip from the cup, and then did turn that side to me, and so gave me to

drink, and did scold me that I had not waked her to tend to my needs;

for surely she did be Mine Own, to have her duties to me.

And after that I had drank, she took the cup, and did finish it; and she

gat two of the tablets, as I did think, and came afterward and sat upon

the rock to my side, and did nestle somewhat against mine armour, and

took mine arm and set it about her; and so did make to eat.

But first she put her tablet unto my lips, in the dark, that I should

kiss it; and surely this was an olden way of Mirdath My Beautiful One;

so that I did be all shaken of the heart. And I kist the tablet; and

immediately she nestled unto me, and did begin to eat.

And truly it was as that Eternity had been rolled backward; for I had

discovered the soul of mine olden Love in this dainty Maid to my side.

Yet, in looks had Mirdath been of an utter differing; but, in verity

Naani was wondrous lovely. But, though I to be so stirred, I did be

silent; for my heart was very full of memory.

And as the Maid eat, she slipt her fingers between mine, curling them

softly; and surely her fingers did be very little; and she stirred mine

olden memories again in this thing. And surely I was dumb before my

Memory.

And presently, she put up the second tablet, as I did think, that I

should kiss it; and I kist it, as before. Yet, ere she did begin again

to eat, I did wot suddenly that she hid some intent from me.

And I caught her hand very quick in the dark; and her fingers did close

upon the tablet, very guilty; so that I perceived that I had guessed

aright. And I opened her fingers; and I found that there did be but the

half of a tablet within her hand. And surely she had taken but that one

tablet, and had given me the one end to kiss, and afterward the other;

so that I should suppose she did eat two proper and complete tablets.

And I perceived that she had done this thing secretly, being minded that

if she eat always but one tablet, then should I never lack, even if that

we did be over-long coming unto the Mighty Pyramid.

And I askt how oft already had she eat but one, for two. And she

confessed in a very quiet voice that this did make the fifth time. And I

was so angered, that I took her hand and whipt it thrice, so hard that

she had screamed if that she had been any coward. And she said nothing

to me, neither went away.

And she began again to eat the half of the tablet, and did eat it from

the other hand, as I to be aware, because that her left hand did be

hurt. And she wept not, but was very quiet by me; and presently I knew

that she kist the whipt hand secretly in the dark.

And afterward, I put mine arm again about her; and she did be there in

it, very sober and happy. And when she had made an end of the first

tablet, I gave her the second, and she eat it very quiet and content.

And presently I talked with her, and showed her how that this thing did

hurt my heart, even as she had been hurt that I did be cold garmented,

the while that she did be warm. And I showed her the wickedness that she

had done, that she did play so foolish with her life and strength; and

well might she be weak and all a-lack.

Yet, did I think a little sweet impudence came into her, as I told her

concerning her wickednesses. And I took her then into mine arms, and I

showed her how that I knew all the unselfishness and wonder of her

heart; and I kist her, and truly her lips did have a lovely glad

humbleness as they came unto mine; so that it was as that I had not kist

her truly until that moment. And I made her to promise that she never

deceive me in such matter again. And indeed she promised; but yet with

no ready tongue.

And afterward, we made proper for the journey; and when we had gotten

our gear together, I went downward of the rock, and gave the Maid help

to come down. And when we did stand at last upon the bottom of the rock,

I askt Naani how she did feel, and whether her feet did hurt. And she

answered that she did be very well and had no soreness in her feet.

And we went forward then, and she close unto me; and odd whiles with low

speech, but more oft with silence, because that we did need that we hark

alway for any danger or horror; and also there did be so utter a silence

upon that part of the Land, which did be the bottom of the olden sea.

And we eat and drank at the sixth and the twelfth hours; and in the

fifteenth hour, we came upon a great slope of the earth; and lo! it did

be the far side of the sea. And we went upward for a long hour; and so

came to the upward part, and did be able once more to look over the

greatness of that Land.