The Mysteries of Udolpho

While Emily's mind was thus engaged, her eyes

wandered unconsciously to a large window, that looked upon the garden,

and here new memorials of the past spoke to her heart, for she saw

extended before her the very avenue, in which she had parted with

Valancourt, on the eve of her journey; and all the anxiety, the tender

interest he had shewn, concerning her future happiness, his earnest

remonstrances against her committing herself to the power of Montoni,

and the truth of his affection, came afresh to her memory. At this

moment, it appeared almost impossible, that Valancourt could have become

unworthy of her regard, and she doubted all that she had lately heard to

his disadvantage, and even his own words, which had confirmed Count De

Villefort's report of him. Overcome by the recollections, which the view

of this avenue occasioned, she turned abruptly from the window, and

sunk into a chair beside it, where she sat, given up to grief, till the

entrance of Annette, with coffee, aroused her.

'Dear madam, how melancholy this place looks now,' said Annette, 'to

what it used to do! It is dismal coming home, when there is nobody to

welcome one!'

This was not the moment, in which Emily could bear the remark; her tears

fell again, and, as soon as she had taken the coffee, she retired to

her apartment, where she endeavoured to repose her fatigued spirits. But

busy memory would still supply her with the visions of former times: she

saw Valancourt interesting and benevolent, as he had been wont to appear

in the days of their early love, and, amidst the scenes, where she had

believed that they should sometimes pass their years together!--but, at

length, sleep closed these afflicting scenes from her view.

On the following morning, serious occupation recovered her from such

melancholy reflections; for, being desirous of quitting Tholouse, and of

hastening on to La Vallee, she made some enquiries into the condition of

the estate, and immediately dispatched a part of the necessary business

concerning it, according to the directions of Mons. Quesnel. It

required a strong effort to abstract her thoughts from other interests

sufficiently to attend to this, but she was rewarded for her exertions

by again experiencing, that employment is the surest antidote to sorrow.

This day was devoted entirely to business; and, among other concerns,

she employed means to learn the situation of all her poor tenants, that

she might relieve their wants, or confirm their comforts.

In the evening, her spirits were so much strengthened, that she thought

she could bear to visit the gardens, where she had so often walked with

Valancourt; and, knowing, that, if she delayed to do so, their scenes

would only affect her the more, whenever they should be viewed, she took

advantage of the present state of her mind, and entered them.