The Mysteries of Udolpho
Page 297She looked up, with a sensation of horror, to the east turret, near
which she then stood; a light glimmered through the grates of the lower
chamber, but those of the upper one were dark. Presently, she perceived
a person moving with a lamp across the lower room; but this circumstance
revived no hope, concerning Madame Montoni, whom she had vainly
sought in that apartment, which had appeared to contain only soldiers'
accoutrements. Emily, however, determined to attempt the outer door
of the turret, as soon as Barnardine should withdraw; and, if it was
unfastened, to make another effort to discover her aunt.
becoming uneasy, hesitated whether to wait any longer. She would have
sent Annette to the portal to hasten him, but feared to be left alone,
for it was now almost dark, and a melancholy streak of red, that still
lingered in the west, was the only vestige of departed day. The strong
interest, however, which Barnardine's message had awakened, overcame
other apprehensions, and still detained her.
While she was conjecturing with Annette what could thus occasion his
absence, they heard a key turn in the lock of the gate near them, and
enquired what he had to communicate, and desired, that he would tell her
quickly, 'for I am chilled with this evening air,' said she. 'You must dismiss your maid, lady,' said the man in a voice, the deep
tone of which shocked her, 'what I have to tell is to you only.' Emily, after some hesitation, desired Annette to withdraw to a little
distance. 'Now, my friend, what would you say?'
He was silent a moment, as if considering, and then said,-'That which would cost me my place, at least, if it came to the Signor's
ears. You must promise, lady, that nothing shall ever make you tell a
syllable of the matter; I have been trusted in this affair, and, if it
was known, that I betrayed my trust, my life, perhaps, might answer
paused.-Emily thanked him, assured him that he might repose on her discretion,
and entreated him to dispatch. 'Annette told us in the hall how unhappy you was about Signora Montoni,
and how much you wished to know what was become of her.' 'Most true,' said Emily eagerly, 'and you can inform me. I conjure you
tell me the worst, without hesitation.' She rested her trembling arm
upon the wall. 'I can tell you,' said Barnardine, and paused.-Emily had no power to enforce her entreaties. 'I CAN tell you,' resumed Barnardine,--'but'-'But what?' exclaimed Emily, recovering her resolution. 'Here I am, ma'amselle,' said Annette, who, having heard the eager tone,
in which Emily pronounced these words, came running towards her.