The Knights of the Cross
Page 355"Faith. Cztan and Wilk are dog-brothers," said Macko, "although they would not dare lift up their hands against children. Bah! only a Knight of the Cross would do that."
"They will not lift up their hands against children, but in case of tumult, or, God forbid, in an incendiary fire, there will be no lack of accidents. Why talk! I love the brother of old Sieciechowa as my own parents, and protection for them from the dear old woman is not wanting, yet, without me ... would they be safer without me?"
"May be," replied Macko.
Then he looked slyly at the girl.
"Then, what do you want?"
And she replied in a low tone: "Take me with you."
Then Macko, although he easily understood the drift of the conversation, was much surprised. He checked his horse, and exclaimed: "Fear God, Jagienka."
But she dropped her head and replied bashfully and sadly: "You may think so, but as far as myself is concerned, I would rather speak out than be silent. Hlawa and yourself said that Zbyszko will never find Danusia, and the Bohemian's hope of finding her is even less. God is my witness that I do not wish her evil in the least. Let the mother of God watch over that poor girl and keep her. Zbyszko loved her more than myself. Well, I cannot help it. Such is my lot. But observe this, so long as Zbyszko does not find her, or as you believe, he will never find her, then, then ..."
"What then?" asked Macko, seeing that the girl was getting more and more confused and stammering.
"Then I do not wish to be Madame Cztan, nor Madame Wilk, nor madame anybody."
Macko breathed freely.
"I thought that you had already forgiven him."
But she, still in a sad tone, replied: "Ah!..."
"Then what are your wishes? How can we take you among the Knights of the Cross?"
"Not exactly among the Knights of the Cross, I should like to be now with the abbot who is confined in the hospital at Sieradz. He has not a single friendly soul with him. The servants care more for the pitcher than they do for him. Moreover, he is my godfather and benefactor. If he were well I would have sought his protection all the same because the people fear him."
"I shall not dispute that," said Macko, who as a matter of fact, would be glad that Jagienka should not go with him, for he well knew the Knights of the Cross, and he was thoroughly convinced that Danuska would never come out alive from their hands. "But only this I tell you, that to travel with a girl is very troublesome."