The Grey Cloak
Page 67"Monsieur," he cried hoarsely, "take care! Are you not telling me some
dreadful lie?"
"It would be . . . . scarcely worth while." The marquis controlled his
agitation by gently patting the gold knob on his stick. His gaze
wandered, seeking to rest upon some object other than his son. The first
blinding heat of passion had subsided, and in the following haze he saw
that he had committed a wrong which a thousand truths might not wholly
efface. And yet he remained silent, obdurate: so little a thing as a
word or the lack of it has changed the destinies of empires and of men.
A species of madness seized the Chevalier. With a fierce gesture he drew
impaled upon it; but he gave no sign of fear. Presently the sword
deviated from its horizontal line, declined gradually till the point
touched the floor. The Chevalier leaned upon it, swaying slightly. His
eyes burned like opals.
"No, Monsieur, no! I will let you live, to die of old age, alone, in
silence, surrounded by those hideous phantoms which the approach of death
creates from ill-spent lives. Since you have taught me that there is no
God, I shall not waste a curse upon you for this wrong. Think not that
the lust to kill is gone; no, no; but I had rather let you live to die in
you? . . . . as my mother, whoever she may be, ceased to amuse?" His
sardonian laugh chilled the marquis in the marrow. "And I have spent
your gold, thinking it lawfully mine? . . . lorded over your broad lands,
believing myself to be heir to them? . . . been Monsieur le Comte this
and Monsieur le Comte that? How the gods must have laughed as I walked
forth among the great, arrogant in my pride of birth and riches! Poor
fool! Surely, Monsieur, it must be as you say: Heaven and hell are of
our own contriving. Poor fool! And I have held my head so high, faced
the world so fearlessly and contemptuously! . . . to find that I am this,
lust to kill, the gall of envy and despair! But live," his madness
increasing; "live to die in bed, no kin beside you, not even the
administering hand of a friendly priest to alleviate the horror of your
death-bed! God! do men go mad this way?"
The marquis was trembling violently. Words thronged to his lips, only to
be crushed back by the irony of fate. For a little he would have flung
himself at his son's feet. He had lied, lied, lied! What could he say?
His tongue lay hot against the palate, paralyzed. His brain was
confused, dazzled, incoherent.