The Forsyte Saga - Volume 1
Page 174'Do you see him?' she asked, her face crimsoning.
The perspiration broke out on Mrs. Baynes' forehead beneath the powder.
"Oh, yes! I don't remember when he was here last--indeed, we haven't
seen much of him lately. He's so busy with your cousin's house; I'm
told it'll be finished directly. We must organize a little dinner to
celebrate the event; do come and stay the night with us!"
"Thank you," said June. Again she thought: 'I'm only wasting my time.
This woman will tell me nothing.'
She got up to go. A change came over Mrs. Baynes. She rose too; her lips
twitched, she fidgeted her hands. Something was evidently very wrong,
and she did not dare to ask this girl, who stood there, a slim, straight
eyes. She was not accustomed to be afraid of asking question's--all
organization was based on the asking of questions!
But the issue was so grave that her nerve, normally strong, was fairly
shaken; only that morning her husband had said: "Old Mr. Forsyte must be
worth well over a hundred thousand pounds!"
And this girl stood there, holding out her hand--holding out her hand!
The chance might be slipping away--she couldn't tell--the chance of
keeping her in the family, and yet she dared not speak.
Her eyes followed June to the door.
It closed.
frame from side to side, and opened it again.
Too late! She heard the front door click, and stood still, an expression
of real anger and mortification on her face.
June went along the Square with her bird-like quickness. She detested
that woman now whom in happier days she had been accustomed to think
so kind. Was she always to be put off thus, and forced to undergo this
torturing suspense?
She would go to Phil himself, and ask him what he meant. She had the
right to know. She hurried on down Sloane Street till she came to
Bosinney's number. Passing the swing-door at the bottom, she ran up the
At the top of the third flight she paused for breath, and holding on to
the bannisters, stood listening. No sound came from above.
With a very white face she mounted the last flight. She saw the door,
with his name on the plate. And the resolution that had brought her so
far evaporated.
The full meaning of her conduct came to her. She felt hot all over;
the palms of her hands were moist beneath the thin silk covering of her
gloves.