The Buccaneer - A Tale
Page 183"Yet his wit, in my estimation, was his least good quality. Methinks the
Commonwealth has reason to be most proud of two such men as John Selden
and Archbishop Usher."
"But the glory has departed from Israel," was Frances' reply, "for they
are gathered to their fathers."
"The sun may be shorn of its beams," said Constantia, with something of
her former energy of manner, "but it is still a sun. Cromwell is the
Protector of England!"
That was the rallying point of Lady Frances' feelings, and she embraced
her friend with increased affection.
"I love you more than all," said the kind girl, "for your appreciation
of my father; I only hope that posterity may do him equal justice. But
why, I ask again, dear Constance, have you not permitted me to speak to
Well, well," she continued, perfectly understanding Constantia's mute
appeal for silence, "I will say no more, for I ought to be satisfied
with the privilege of being thus enabled to disturb the solitude you
consider so sweet."
"How lessened," exclaimed Constance, "I must appear in the eyes of all
good and wise people! How they will jeer at the lofty Mistress Cecil
selling herself--for--they know not what!"
"Lessened!" repeated Frances; "on the contrary. You certainly do
sacrifice yourself to fulfil this contract; but that deserves praise.
Besides, Burrell is a man whom many admire."
"There, talk not of it, Frances--talk not of it: henceforth, the world
and I are two--I mix no more in it, nor with it."
may be my fate, despite the affection I bear poor Rich (I like the
linking of these words), to wed some other man--one who will please my
father and benefit the state. Is not the misery of being chained to a
thing you loathe and detest sufficient cause for trouble, without
emulating bats and owls! No, no; if I must be ironed, I will cover my
fetters with flowers--they shall be perfumed, and tricked, and trimmed.
I shall see you gay at court, dear Constance. Besides, if you are to be
married, you must not twine willow with your bridal roses--that will
never do."
There was no smile upon Constantia's lips at her friend's kind and
continued efforts to remove the weight that pressed upon her heart.
"This is the last night that I can dare trust myself to speak of Walter.
personal safety, because I know with whom he left this house: but, one
thing I would say; and if, my dearest, kindest friend, I have not prated
to you of my sorrows--joys, alas! I have not to communicate--it is
because I must not. With all the childish feeling of a girl you have a
woman's heart, true and susceptible, as ever beat in woman's bosom. I
know you have thought me cold and reserved; an iceberg, where nothing
else was ice:--true, I am chilled by circumstances, not by nature. I am
sure you can remember when my step was as light, and my voice as happy,
though not as mirthful, as your own: but the lightness and the
mirthfulness have passed:--only, Frances, when the world dyes my name in
its own evil colour, I pray you say----" She paused as if in great
perplexity.