The Border Legion
Page 72"No. For I love you."
"You don't love me. It's a blacker crime to murder the soul than the
body."
Something in his strange eyes inspired Joan with a flashing,
reviving divination. Back upon her flooded all that tide of woman's
subtle incalculable power to allure, to charge, to hold. Swiftly she
went close to Kells. She stretched out her hands. One was bleeding
from rough contract with the log wall during the struggle. Her
wrists were red, swollen, bruised from his fierce grasp.
"Look! See what you've done. You were a beast. You made me fight
like a beast. My hands were claws--my whole body one hard knot of
ARE able to hold me--later. I'll only be the husk of a woman. I'll
just be a cold shell, doubled-up, unrelaxed, a callous thing never
to yield. ... All that's ME, the girl, the woman you say you love--
will be inside, shrinking, loathing, hating, sickened to death. You
will only kiss--embrace--a thing you've degraded. The warmth, the
sweetness, the quiver, the thrill, the response, the life--all that
is the soul of a woman and makes her lovable will be murdered."
Then she drew still closer to Kells, and with all the wondrous
subtlety of a woman in a supreme moment where a life and a soul hang
in the balance, she made of herself an absolute contrast to the
"Let me show--you the difference," she whispered, leaning to him,
glowing, soft, eager, terrible, with her woman's charm. "Something
tells me--gives me strength. ... What MIGHT be! ... Only barely
possible--if in my awful plight--you turned out to be a man, good
instead of bad! ... And--if it were possible--see the differences--
in the woman. ... I show you--to save my soul!"
She gave the fascinated Kells her hands, slipped into his arms, to
press against his breast, and leaned against him an instant, all one
quivering, surrendered body; and then lifting a white face, true in
its radiance to her honest and supreme purpose to give him one
put warm and tremulous lips to his.
Then she fell away from him, shrinking and terrified. But he stood
there as if something beyond belief had happened to him, and the
evil of his face, the hard lines, the brute softened and vanished in
a light of transformation.
"My God!" he breathed softly. Then he awakened as if from a trance,
and, leaping down the steps, he violently swept aside the curtain
and disappeared.