Susan Lenox, Her Fall and Rise
Page 31Roger looked at him thoughtfully. "Oh, I see!" he said after a moment. "When would you want to begin on this work?"
"As soon as you can raise a little preliminary expense money for us, say $1500."
"Oh," said Roger again. "Of course, you realize that the only thing that will give that stock any value is building plants with the money we get from selling it."
"Why, certainly! But we must make a right start. An office in your bedroom may go in Eagle's Wing but not in Chicago."
"Oh!" said Roger for a third and last time. And the conference adjourned sine die.
Something about this interview depressed Roger profoundly.
He went home, locked up his drawings and threw an old canvas over the model of the solar engine that had stood for so many years in a corner of the graduate laboratory. It was six months before he could induce himself to touch his work again. And it dawned on him that his twenties were slipping by and that he was becoming unsociable and grave. But there seemed no remedy for the matter. His dream had become the most vital part of his life, and would not let him lead a normal existence. Such is the price that a dreamer pays for his vision.