Susan Lenox, Her Fall and Rise
Page 145Once when Charley seemed to be in an uneasy sleep, Felicia asked Roger, "Is Charley very sick?"
"Not really sick at all, chicken. She's just tired. She's worked too hard for you and Dick."
Felicia stared at him with her innocent, speculative gaze so like Charley's, yet so unlike.
"Can't we live here with you, instead of up at the ranch, Roger? I know Charley would like it better."
"You can stay and make us a visit, anyhow. Then we'll see."
At sunset, after the dishes were finished and Charley had moved back to the living tent for the night, Elsa went up to the ranch house. She was gone a long time. Charley was dozing and Felicia asleep. Roger prowled up and down the camp closely followed by Peter until he could bear the suspense no longer. A sudden fear that Dick might have discovered more liquor somewhere started him along the ranch trail. He met Elsa just as the afterglow disappeared and the parching night came down like a star dotted curtain. She came trudging through the sand as if she were tired.
"It does seem as if I'd wilt with the heat," she exclaimed. "You needn't have worried about me, Roger. Dick came back with me till we saw you."
"He did, huh! Then he's neither drunk nor dead?"
"Rog! Don't say such awful things about the poor fellow."
"Poor fellow! You didn't see Charley lying on the floor as I did. Well, what has he to say for himself?"
"He's in an awful state of mind. He was trying to cook some supper when I got there. He'd succeeded in milking. When he saw me, he gasped. 'Is Charley sick?' and dropped the kettle of water he was lifting."
"I told him just what you had seen and what an exhausted state Charley's nerves seemed to be in. He just stood and took it looking like a sick cat. When I had finished he asked what you had said and I told him and he sort of groaned, 'You women should have let Roger beat me to death. Why did you interfere?' Poor Dick!"
Elsa drew a long breath and was silent for a moment before she began again. "He's in a most awful frame of mind. He's like a man who knows he has fits of insanity and feels perfectly helpless to prevent them. He cried and cried while he told me how he had fought drink. I never knew any one could suffer so. He's much more to be pitied than Charley."
"Huh! Women!" grunted Roger. "Why, he's just the usual thing in drunks, you little ninny. What's he going to do?"