Starry Eyes
Page 20“Bad shrimp! Bad shrimp!” Lennon says, mocking Sunny in a high-pitched voice.
Sunny had yelled that at the nurse in front of the entire ER waiting room. Loudly. We repeated it for months out of context. It was our inside joke. Anything that went wrong, we blamed it on “bad shrimp.” It never got old.
It’s still funny. I chuckle softly with a mouthful of scallop and nearly choke.
Lennon’s eyes slide toward mine. The corners of his mouth turn up as he struggles with a smile.
Okay, hell has officially frozen over. Pigs flying. Lightning strikes. It’s all happening. Because we are both smiling at each other. Actual smiles!
What’s going on here? First peanut butter fudge, now this?
Just stay calm, I tell myself. It doesn’t mean anything. Enemies share a laugh now and then. I keep my eyes on my plate and try to act normal. But when the third course comes, some kind of braised meat—leg of lamb, I think—and Brett has the rest of the group focused on tracking the location of the bartender, I pick up the next fork in my place setting and accidentally bump his hand. He’s left-handed, so his right hand is propped on the edge of the table. And it stays there, even when I snatch my own hand back.
“Sorry,” I mumble.
He shakes his head dismissively. “So many forks. And why do we need two spoons? I already used one for the soup. Are they backup spoons?”
“One pair of fancy chopsticks would have saved them some major dishwashing,” I say.
“Amen to that.”
My mom taught him how use chopsticks. The Korean kind, made of stainless steel.
“What’s that quote from that martial arts movie Once Upon a Time in China?” I ask. “Jet Li says it when he sees the Western place setting.”
“ ‘Why so many swords and daggers on the table?’ ” Lennon quotes.
“That’s it. God, you were obsessed with martial arts movies.”
“I thought it was Bruce Lee.”
“Bruce Lee was a god.”
“Oh, that’s right,” I say. “You made me watch so many of those movies.”
“And you liked most of them.”
I did.
Lennon picks at his braised lamb. “I also seem to remember watching an awful lot of old Star Trek episodes, and not even the good ones. All because someone had a crush on a certain Klingon.”
It’s true. Worf was my everything. I still follow the actor who played him, Michael Dorn, online. And I’ve probably seen every Worf meme on the internet. “I’m not ashamed.”
Before I can say anything else, Brett’s arm shoots out in front of me. I’m forced to lean back while he taps Lennon’s shoulder.
“Dude, are you seeing this?” Brett says.
“You know she’s sitting here, right?” Lennon says, slipping back into glum-and-dour mode.
Brett glances at me. “Oh sorry, Zorie.” He chuckles and flashes me a sheepish smile before focusing on Lennon again. “But check it out. The bartender leaves the bar unattended. All of those bottles are just sitting there.”
Lennon’s disinterested stare doesn’t seem to have any effect on Brett.
“For the taking,” Brett elaborates.
“There are a hundred people sitting here,” Lennon says.
“Everyone heads to the bonfire below the Sunset Deck,” Reagan confirms.
“The bartender’s walking back to the bar,” Lennon points out.
“So we find a way to divert him,” Brett says. “We just need people’s attention on the bonfire while we figure out a way to get him to leave the bar. Then, boom! We plunder his stash.”
I don’t like this plan. We’re surrounded by people. This isn’t like playing pranks on teachers, like that time Mr. Soniak exited English class to go to the restroom and left his phone unlocked on his desk, and Brett jumped out of his chair and used it to take photos of his ass before Mr. Soniak returned . . . which Brett later claimed was worth the detention he got.
Kendrick gives Brett a distrustful look. “Call me crazy, but isn’t that stealing?”
“It’s the very definition,” Lennon mumbles.
“You would know,” Brett says, waggling his brows.
I glance at Lennon, and he looks . . . embarrassed. I wonder what that’s all about.
“Look, people. They aren’t selling the wine,” Brett argues. “It’s free to all the guests. If I asked for a second helping of this braised sheep—”
“Lamb,” Lennon corrects in a weary voice.
“—they would bring it to me. It’s all built into the cost. We’re just getting our money’s worth.”
“My mom’s money, you mean,” Reagan says.
Brett grins. “Your mom is hot.”
“Gross,” Reagan says, smacking his shoulder with the backs of her fingers. And it is gross, but she doesn’t seem all that upset about it. Not about that, and not about Brett’s dicey proposal. Even Kendrick, who I would consider sensible, is convinced by Brett’s arguments. So maybe my bad feelings about it are unwarranted.
“I’ll figure something out,” Brett assures us. “The night is young.”
Reagan tugs him by the arm. “Come on. Let’s walk around.”
He flashes his dazzling grin at her and allows himself to be dragged from the table, briefly linking elbows with her as he makes some joke that I can’t hear. They’re so easy together, so touchy and lighthearted. I wish I could be as bold as Reagan. I wish he were linking arms with me.
But more than anything, I wish I didn’t feel Lennon’s gaze on my face. All that memory dredging we did over dinner is overlapping in my brain with Summer’s earlier assumptions about my relationship with Lennon. And a troublesome thought suddenly balloons.
Bogus gossip about my so-called hookup with Brett reached Summer’s ears.
Did it reach Lennon’s, too?
It bothers me that it might have, and it bothers me that I care. Then again, my caring about Lennon was never the problem. It was his caring about me. And a little peanut butter fudge and fond memories of bad shrimp aren’t enough to convince me that anything has changed.
9
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Following Brett and Reagan, we all head outside to a deck studded with tin lanterns. It’s beautiful out here, actually. The sun still hasn’t completely fallen, but it’s getting close, and the mountains are limned in orange and pink behind darkening silhouettes of pine trees. Everything’s in that middle stage between day and night, which somehow seems more exciting out here in the wilderness than it does in the city. As though something’s on the verge of happening.
The deck quickly swells with people, some of them standing against the railing to watch the sunset, others claiming seats on the sprawling patio furniture to listen to folksy guitar music. Waiters begin circulating after-dinner coffee and tea. We stroll past Candy, who is chatting with some of her guests, and when she spots us, she calls Reagan over to meet them. The rest of us jog down the wide deck steps to a clearing and head toward the compound’s fire pit.