Resurrection
Page 47While the peasant was kissing Nekhludoff and giving him a dark
brown egg, the lilac dress of Matrona Pavlovna and the dear black
head with the red bow appeared.
Katusha caught sight of him over the heads of those in front of
her, and he saw how her face brightened up.
She had come out with Matrona Pavlovna on to the porch, and
stopped there distributing alms to the beggars. A beggar with a
red scab in place of a nose came up to Katusha. She gave him
something, drew nearer him, and, evincing no sign of disgust, but
her eyes still shining with joy, kissed him three times. And
while she was doing this her eyes met Nekhludoff's with a look as
if she were asking, "Is this that I am doing right?" "Yes, dear,
love!"
They came down the steps of the porch, and he came up to them.
He did not mean to give them the Easter kiss, but only to be
nearer to her. Matrona Pavlovna bowed her head, and said with a
smile, "Christ is risen!" and her tone implied, "To-day we are
all equal." She wiped her mouth with her handkerchief rolled into
a ball and stretched her lips towards him.
"He is, indeed," answered Nekhludoff, kissing her. Then he looked
at Katusha; she blushed, and drew nearer. "Christ is risen,
Dmitri Ivanovitch." "He is risen, indeed," answered Nekhludoff,
and they kissed twice, then paused as if considering whether a
kissed a third time and smiled.
"You are going to the priests?" asked Nekhludoff.
"No, we shall sit out here a bit, Dmitri Ivanovitch," said
Katusha with effort, as if she had accomplished some joyous task,
and, her whole chest heaving with a deep sigh, she looked
straight in his face with a look of devotion, virgin purity, and
love, in her very slightly squinting eyes.
In the love between a man and a woman there always comes a moment
when this love has reached its zenith--a moment when it is
unconscious, unreasoning, and with nothing sensual about it. Such
a moment had come for Nekhludoff on that Easter eve. When he
else; the smooth glossy black head, the white tucked dress
closely fitting her graceful maidenly form, her, as yet,
un-developed bosom, the blushing cheeks, the tender shining black
eyes with their slight squint heightened by the sleepless night,
and her whole being stamped with those two marked features,
purity and chaste love, love not only for him (he knew that), but
for everybody and everything, not for the good alone, but for all
that is in the world, even for that beggar whom she had kissed.