Princess Zara
Page 124All this time I had forgotten Ivan, whom I had left, bound and
helpless, at my rooms, and who, I knew, must be suffering untold
tortures of doubt and dread, concerning the happenings of the night. So
now I hastened to him with all speed. Poor chap, he was nearly done for
by the strained position he had been compelled to maintain for so long
a time, but I have always believed that it did him good, and that
without it he might have been less tractable, when the time came for a
reconciliation with his sister. It gave him an opportunity for the
right sort of meditation, which, perhaps, he had never enjoyed before.
Every time the temptation came to him to break his bonds and make his
the sister he loved so well, whose life would be forfeited so easily,
if he should carry to his nihilistic friends the knowledge he
possessed. I found him weak, and worn, but still firm in the
determination to await my coming. I unbound him, gave him food and wine
and as soon as he was sufficiently recovered ordered my droshka and
took him to Zara's house.
I made him wait until I had gone to her, and told her of my last
interview with the emperor, and I succeeded in securing her reluctant
consent to go to the palace with me that day. Then I called to Ivan,
left them alone together. What passed between them, I have never been
told, and I never thought it necessary to ask. I only know that when I
was presently called into the consultation, Ivan offered me his hand,
tenderly, and I grasped it, warmly.
"You are to be my brother," he said; "and Zara tells me that you two
are going to America, to live. May I go with you, Dubravnik? Will you
take me, also, out of this hell of plotting and scheming, and this
chaos of exile and death? Will you make an American of me, and let me
be your brother, indeed?"
hurried away, with the assurance that Zara would accompany me into the
presence of the czar, that evening. I had not told her of the death of
Prince Michael, for the knowledge of it, and why he had killed himself,
could only cast a shadow over the great joy she was now experiencing;
afterward, there would be a time and place for the telling, and I did
not want the knowledge of it to come upon her with a shock, just now.