Only Time Will Tell

The following morning, Giles's father telephoned and asked to speak to him. He apologized profusely, saying how sorry he was to have blamed Giles for something that was entirely his own fault. He begged Giles to do everything in his power to convince his mother and Emma to return to Gloucestershire so they could all spend Christmas together at the Manor House. He also hoped that, as his father-in-law had suggested, the incident would be quickly forgotten. He made no mention of Harry Clifton.

41

ONCE THEY'D DISEMBARKED from the train at Temple Meads, Giles and his mother waited in the car while Emma said goodbye to Harry.

'They've just spent the last nine days together,' said Giles. 'Have they forgotten that they'll be seeing each other again tomorrow?'

'And probably the next day,' said Giles's mother. 'But try not to forget, unlikely though it might seem, that it could even happen to you one day.'

Emma eventually joined them, but when they drove off she continued to look out of the back window and didn't stop waving until Harry was out of sight.

Giles was keen to get home and finally discover what it was that Harry could have done to make his father treat him so cruelly over the years. Surely it couldn't be worse than stealing from the tuck shop or deliberately failing your exams. He'd considered a dozen possibilities but none of them made any sense. Now, at last, he hoped he was going to find out the truth. He glanced across at his mother. Although she rarely displayed her emotions, she was clearly becoming more and more agitated as they approached Chew Valley.

Giles's father was standing on the top step waiting to greet them when the car drew up outside the house; no sign of Jenkins. He apologized immediately to Elizabeth and then the children, before telling them how much he'd missed them.

'Tea is set up in the drawing room,' he said. 'Please join me there as soon as you're ready.'

Giles was the first back downstairs and he sat uneasily in a chair opposite his father. While they waited for his mother and Emma to join them, his father confined himself to asking Giles how he'd enjoyed Scotland, and to explain that Nanny had taken Grace into Bristol to buy her school uniform. At no time did he mention Harry. When Giles's mother and sister entered the room a few minutes later, his father immediately stood up. Once they were seated, he poured them all a cup of tea. He clearly didn't want any servants to overhear what he was about to reveal.

Once everyone had settled, Giles's father sat on the edge of his seat and began to speak softly.

'Let me begin by saying to all three of you how unacceptable my behaviour was on the night of what everyone has described as Emma's great triumph. That your father was not there for the curtain call was bad enough, Emma,' he said, looking directly at his daughter, 'but the way I treated your mother when you returned home that night was quite unforgivable, and I realize it may take some time before such a deep wound can be healed.'

Hugo Barrington placed his head in his hands and Giles noticed that he was trembling. He eventually steadied himself.

'You have all, for different reasons, asked to know why I have treated Harry Clifton so badly over the years. It is true that I cannot bear to be in his presence, but the fault is entirely of my own making. When you learn the reason, you might begin to understand, and possibly even sympathize.'

Giles glanced at his mother, who was sitting stiffly in her chair. There was no way of telling how she felt.

'Many years ago,' continued Barrington, 'when I first became managing director of the company, I convinced the board that we should branch out into shipbuilding, despite my father's reservations. I signed a contract with a Canadian company to build a merchant ship called the Maple Leaf. That not only turned out to be a financial disaster for the company, but a personal catastrophe for me, from which I have never fully recovered and doubt if I ever will. Allow me to explain.

'One afternoon a docker burst into my office insisting that his work mate was trapped inside the hull of the Maple Leaf and if I didn't give the order to break it open, his life would be lost. Naturally I went down to the dock immediately and the ganger assured me there was absolutely no truth in the story. However, I insisted the men down tools so that we could listen for any sound coming from inside the hull. I waited for some considerable time, but as there was no sound, I gave the order for them to return to work, as we were already several weeks behind schedule.

'I assumed the docker in question would sign on for his usual shift the following day. But not only did he not turn up, he was never seen again. The possibility of his death has been on my conscience ever since.' He paused, raised his head and said, 'That man's name was Arthur Clifton, and Harry is his only son.'

Emma began to sob.

'I want you to imagine, if you possibly can, what I go through whenever I see that young man, and how he would feel were he ever to find out that I might have been responsible for his father's death. That Harry Clifton has become Giles's closest friend, and fallen in love with my daughter, is the stuff of a Greek tragedy.'

Once again, he buried his head in his hands and didn't speak for some time. When he finally looked up, he said, 'If you wish to ask me any questions, I will do my best to answer them.'

Giles waited for his mother to speak first. 'Were you responsible for sending an innocent man to jail for a crime he did not commit?' Elizabeth asked quietly.

'No, my dear,' said Barrington. 'I hope you know me well enough to realize I am not capable of such a thing. Stan Tancock was a common thief, who broke into my office and robbed me. Because he was Arthur Clifton's brother-in-law, and for no other reason, I gave him back his job the day he was released from prison.' Elizabeth smiled for the first time.

'Father, I wonder if I might be allowed to ask a question,' said Giles.

'Yes, of course.'

'Did you have Harry and me followed when we travelled up to Scotland?'

'Yes, I did, Giles. I was desperate to find out where your mother and Emma were so I could apologize to them for my disgraceful behaviour. Please try to forgive me.'

Everyone turned their attention to Emma, who hadn't yet spoken. When she did, her words took them all by surprise. 'You'll have to tell Harry everything you've told us,' she whispered, 'and if he is willing to forgive you, you must then welcome him into our family.'

'I would be delighted to welcome him into the family, my darling, although it would be understandable if he never wanted to speak to me again. But I cannot tell him the truth about what happened to his father.'

'Why not?' demanded Emma.

'Because Harry's mother has made it clear that she does not want him ever to find out how his father died, as he has been brought up to believe he was a brave man who was killed in the war. Up until this moment, I have kept my promise never to reveal to anyone what took place on that dreadful day.'

Elizabeth Barrington rose, walked across to her husband and kissed him gently. Barrington broke down and sobbed. A moment later Giles joined his parents and placed an arm around his father's shoulders.

Emma didn't move.

42

'HAS YOUR MOTHER always been that good-looking?' said Giles. 'Or am I just getting older?'

'I've no idea,' said Harry. 'All I can say is that your mother always looks so elegant.'