Nothing Left to Lose
Page 70“Okay fine,” I agreed. “But not all night,” I added quickly.
Her head snapped up. “Seriously?” A smile crept onto her lips and her eyes widened with excitement.
I grinned; I loved seeing her happy. “Seriously,” I confirmed, nodding and hooking my leg over hers, pulling her closer to me.
She kissed me gratefully. “Thank you so much, Ashton. I really appreciate it, I know you’re gonna hate doing it,” she said, looking a little guilty.
“I know, but it’s worth it to see that look on your face.” I would walk through fire to see that look on her face.
She kissed me again before pulling back and resting her head on my chest. I sighed and ran my hands down her back, relishing in the feel of her n**ed skin against the pads of my fingers. But a nagging sensation in my bladder had to ruin the moment. “I need to pee. I won’t be long,” I whispered. She nodded and moved off me, curling onto her side. I smiled at her as she started to fall asleep almost immediately; she looked so peaceful and adorable. I sighed happily and pulled on a pair of boxers, heading out to the bathroom.
“Finally, you two are finished,” Nate said, smirking at me. He was still sitting in the exact same spot, playing the same game.
I grinned. “Yeah, she’s a freaking beast,” I replied, laughing quietly at how much that statement just didn’t even begin to describe Anna and what had just happened to me. I ran my fingers through my hair and turned to go to the bathroom.
“Wow, Taylor, she got you a bit there,” Nate called, laughing and nodding at the scratches on my back.
I shrugged. “That was last night.”
He pointed to my hand and frowned. “What the hell happened to your wrists? Those look like handcuff marks!” he stated, frowning. I looked down to see a small red ring around each wrist; it was my own fault from where I was pulling, trying to get my hands out so that I could touch her.
I smiled wickedly. “None of your business, man. A gentleman never tells.”
His eyes widened in awe. “Screw that, you’re not a gentleman! We always share details,” he whined.
I laughed and shook my head. “Not this time. She’s not some one night stand, Nate; she wouldn’t want me to say anything.”
“Mmm,” she mumbled as she snuggled into my chest.
“I love you,” I whispered, knowing she was asleep. I quite often told her when she was asleep; saying it out loud made me feel better.
“Mmm. Love you too,” she murmured, tightening her arms around me.
My heart stopped. What the… did she just say that to me? I shifted so I could look at her, she was definitely asleep. “Anna, are you talking to me?” I asked quietly.
She didn’t answer, she was sound asleep.
I sighed and closed my eyes. All I could think about was those three little words she had said. Love you too. They sounded incredible in her voice, and I would kill to hear them again. My heart was trying to escape out of my chest, and my stomach was clenched up tight. She wouldn’t have been talking to me though, I was being stupid, she was probably dreaming about Jack or something. Disappointment washed over me, killing my happy mood and making me feel slightly nauseous. I sighed and kissed her forehead, snuggling into her warm n**ed body, making the most of my time with the most perfect girl in the world.
Chapter Twenty-Six
When I woke in the morning, my eyes still stung with tiredness. It had taken me hours to fall into slumber because I couldn’t stop thinking about what she’d said while she was asleep. A quick glance at the clock showed me that it was almost ten in the morning. I decided that I needed to wake her. We only had a few hours left before we needed to head out to the airport, and I wanted to spend some more time with her here. It felt different being just the two of us here with no other guards; it was more like we were a real couple. Of course, I had still been extremely vigilant and doing my job as well as I would normally, but I didn’t want to leave here and go back to the reality of being just her bodyguard and nothing more. I’d had a taste of what it would truly be like now, and I wanted it so badly that I would do anything for it.
“Baby Girl, it’s time to wake up,” I whispered, reluctantly untangling my body from hers and moving my h*ps back so that she wouldn’t notice my inappropriate morning glory.
She stirred and snuggled back into my embrace. “Mmm, I’m still tired,” she mumbled, kissing my shoulder.
“We’d better get up, it’s almost ten. We need to pack and stuff.”
She pulled the pillow out from under her head and hit me with it. “Shh, still tired!”
I laughed as she pressed the pillow over her face, blocking out the light. “Want another half an hour then?” I offered.
Oh my God. Was she drunk last night? Shit! Did I take advantage of her? “Anna, I thought… we… you… we were,” I stuttered, lost for words.
She laughed and pinched my stomach playfully. “I’m just kidding, I won’t be forgetting last night in a hurry.”
My body relaxed as I shook my head in reprimand. “Damn it, that wasn’t funny! I thought I’d taken advantage of you or something.”
She giggled. “You were the one in handcuffs, so I’d say I took advantage of you.”
I laughed and trailed my hands down her back, savouring the feel of her skin against mine as I looked at her hopefully. “So, last night was a one off again then? Nothing’s changed?”
She bit her lip and squirmed uncomfortably. “Ashton, nothing can change. I thought we agreed.” She swallowed loudly. “We both got something out of it, didn’t we?” She frowned nervously as her fingers traced patterns on my stomach.
I sighed and nodded. “Yeah, we both got something out of it. It’s fine. Forget I said anything. From now on then, we’re back to normal. What happens in LA stays in LA, yeah?” I suggested jokingly, trying to lighten the mood. I’d made her happy, I’d given her what she wanted, so I’d just have to live with it and be thankful that I had my time with her. I could wait until she was ready; she was letting me closer and closer with every day. I still had time to make her fall for me before the end of my assignment.
“Yeah, and I loved LA,” she flirted.
That sounded so much like the words from last night that my insides squirmed. “I loved LA too.” I loved it more than I could ever tell her. “So, what were you dreaming about last night?” I probed, trying to go for the casual approach in finding out if she’d been talking to me when she said those three little words.
She shrugged and pushed herself up to a sitting position, holding the sheets to her chest. “No idea, why?”
“You were talking in your sleep,” I explained.
She raised one eyebrow inquisitively. “Really? What did I say?”
“You said something about Jack,” I lied. “Were you dreaming about him?” I asked, hoping to be able to get the answer I wanted without having to ask outright.
I sighed and pulled her back down next to me. My heart was thumping wildly in my chest. If she didn’t usually dream of Jack, then was she talking to me last night? Deep down I knew that she may have heard me say it and subconsciously thought I was Jack. I’d probably never know so I should stop stewing over it before it drove me crazy. “You didn’t have a nightmare, Baby Girl. I just thought I heard you say Jack, that’s all.”
She shrugged one shoulder. “I don’t remember dreaming anything.”
I smiled. That answer was good enough for me.
“I’m gonna go make you some breakfast. Do you want scrambled eggs or something? I’m in the mood for something hot.” She climbed out of the bed and pulled on my boxer shorts and shirt that I’d worn the previous night.
A lump formed in my throat. She looked seriously hot in my clothes. I laughed at my excited body, and she looked at me weirdly. “I think that is the sexiest outfit I’ve ever seen you wear,” I explained, raking my eyes over her slowly, taking in every delicious inch of her.
She looked down at herself and laughed incredulously. “Yeah, okay, Ashton.” She shook her head dismissively, blowing me a kiss at the door as usual and heading to the kitchen.
Once I was alone, I looked down at my crotch and sighed heavily. Another cold shower was needed. They were becoming pretty normal for me in the last two months. As much as I loved waking up next to the girl of my dreams, a wood that wouldn’t go away and aching balls really wasn’t something that I enjoyed very much.
After an extremely quick shower, I dressed and then headed out of my bedroom, stopping in the kitchen doorway. I leant on the door frame watching Anna make breakfast in my oversized clothes. I’d never seen anything so sexy in my life – and Nate obviously thought that too because he was leaning over the counter, watching her legs while she cooked with her back to him.
“So, do you have a sister you could hook me up with?” he asked her.
“Nope, and even if I did, I wouldn’t let you hook up with her,” Anna replied, laughing.
“Hey, why the hell not?” he cried, sounding a little hurt.
“Because you’re a player, and players break girls’ hearts,” she answered, shrugging, totally oblivious to him checking her out.