Man and Maid
Page 6I jumped--I had never contemplated the possibility of Nina marrying, she
has always been a widowed institution, with her nice little house in
Queen Street, and that wonderful cook.
"What on earth for?"
"I want the companionship and devotion of one man."
"Anyone in view?"
"Yes--one or two--they say there is a shortage of men, I have never
known so many men in my life."
Then presently, when she had finished her tea, she said-"You are absolutely out of gear, Nicholas--Your voice is rasping, your
remarks are bitter, and you must be awfully unhappy, poor boy."
I told her that I was--there was no use in lying.
"Everything is finished," I said, and she bent down and kissed me as she
* * * * *
And now I am alone, and what shall I do all the evening? or all the
other evenings--? I will send for Suzette to dine.
* * * * *
Night--Suzette--was amusing--. I told her at once I did not require
her to be affectionate.
"You can have an evening's rest from blandishments, Suzette."
"Merci!"--and then she stretched herself, kicked up her little feet,
in their short-vamped, podgy little shoes, with four-inch heels, and lit
a cigarette.
"Life is hard, Mon ami"--she told me--"And now that the English are
For a minute I thought she was going to insinuate that I had aroused her
reflection--I warmed--but no--She had taken me seriously when I told her
I required no blandishments.
That ugly little twinge came to me again.
"You like the English?"
"Yes."
"Why?"
"They are very bons garçons, they are clean, and they are fine men,
they have sentiment, too--Yes, it is difficult not to feel," she sighed.
"What do you do when you fall in love then, Suzette?"
"Mon ami, I immediately go for a fortnight to the sea--one is lost if
slips off--For everything good one must never feel."
"But you have a kind heart Suzette--you feel for me?"
"Hein?"--and she showed all her little white pointed
teeth--"Thou?--Thou art very rich, mon chou. Women will always feel
for thee!"
It went in like a knife it was so true--.
"I was a very fine Englishman once," I said.
"It is possible, thou art still, sitting, and showing the right
profile--and full of chic--and then rich, rich!"