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Man and Maid

Page 134

"If you are indifferent to such an invidious position as your new idea

would place us in, I am not, I do not wish my friends to think that I am

such a cad as presumably to have taken advantage of your being my

secretary."

"You wish to go on with the marriage then?"

"Of course."

She clasped her hands together suddenly, as if she could control herself

no longer, and I thought of what she had said to Burton about feeling

that she could not fight any more. I would not allow myself to

sympathize with her. I was longing in every nerve of my being to take

her into my arms, and tell her that I loved her, and knew everything,

but I would not do this. I cannot let her master me, or we shall never

have any peace. I will not tell her that I love her until her pride is

broken, and I have made her love me and come to me voluntarily.

She was silent.

"I have informed the Duchesse de Courville that we are engaged. I saw

her yesterday."

She started perceptibly.

"She has told you my real name?"

"I have known that for some time. I thought I had made it plain to you

that I am not interested about the subject, we need not mention it

again, you have only to talk to old Robert Nelson, my lawyer, when he

comes on Monday. He will tell you the settlements I propose to make, and

you can discuss with him as to whether or not you think them

satisfactory. Perhaps you on your side will tell me what reason you have

strong enough to make a girl of your natural self-respect, willing to

take the position of my apparent mistress?"

She burst out for a second, throwing out her hands, then controlling

herself.

"No, I won't tell you.--I will tell you nothing, I will just stick to

the bargain if I must. You have no right to my thoughts, only my

actions!"

I bowed; disagreeable as she was, there was a distinctly pleasant zest

in fighting!

"Perhaps of your courtesy, you will take off those glasses now, since I

am aware that you only wear them to conceal your eyes, and not that they

are necessary for your sight."

She flushed with annoyance.

"And if I refuse?"

I shrugged my shoulders.

"I shall think it very childish of you."

With a petulance which I had never seen in her she tossed her head.

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