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Man and Maid

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Saturday:

I wonder how long I shall go on writing in this Journal? I suppose once

I should be happy it would not be necessary; well the moment has not yet

come, in in spite of my being the fiancé of the woman I desire.

At ten o'clock I was waiting for her in the sitting-room, and I was

thinking of that other time when I waited in anxiety, in case she did

not return at all. I was very excited, but it was more the exhilaration

I used to feel when we were going to have some stunning marauding

expeditions over No-Man's Land. The old zest was in my veins.

I heard Alathea's ring, and after she had taken off her hat she came

into the room. I believed that her anxieties must be assuaged because

George Harcourt had telephoned late on Thursday night to say that he had

been successful, and that he had four thousand francs to hand back to

me, the affair having been concluded for twenty-six thousand. So what

was my surprise to see Alathea's face below her glasses more woebegone

than ever! At first it gave me a stab of pain. Does she really hate me

so? She did not mention the money, so I wonder if it is that she does

not yet know her father is cleared? I bowed as coldly as I used always

to do, and she asked me if I had a chapter ready for her to type? I

answered that I had not, because I had been too busy with other things

to have composed anything.

"I think we had better discuss the necessary arrangements for our

marriage before we can settle down to our old work," I said.

"Very well."

"I shall have to have your full name and your father's and mother's and

all that, you know, to make it legal. My lawyer will attend to all the

formalities--they are quite considerable, I believe. He arrives from

London on Monday. I got him a passport by pulling a lot of strings."

She actually trembled. It seemed as if the idea of all this had not come

to her, some of the value of her sacrifice would be diminished if the

family skeleton should be laid bare, I could see she felt, so I

reassured her.

"Believe me, I do not wish you to tell me anything about your family. As

long as you can give just sufficient facts to satisfy the law, I have no

curiosity to see them unless I can be of use."

"Thank you."

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