Let Me Love You

I open the bedroom door, the bed is empty but clearly she’s been here because the covers are ruffled like she’s been lying in bed on top of them.

Music is coming from the bathroom. She must be taking a bath and didn’t hear me calling her. I walk over to plug my phone into the charger that’s next to the bed. Something catches my eye on the bed. I turn and have to do a double take.

There is a f**king dildo on my bed. A f**king dildo!

I lean over the bed to make sure that’s really what it is. It surely is just that. It’s a glass rose dildo. I take a deep breath, trying to keep my mind from going to where it so desperately wants to. What the hell happened after I left?

Immediately I’m thinking she used that on herself and I like that thought, but then again, I don’t. I walk over to Jay’s side of the bed and damn near trip over a pair of heels.

What the f**k? I look down and there are stockings, a thong and a black dress lying on the floor. This has to be some kind of joke?

I walk over to the bathroom door and knock once. She had better be in there alone is my first thought. I wait for her to answer but nothing. “Wicked Games” by The Weekend is playing from her phone, I lean my forehead against the bathroom door. My dick springs to life immediately and I’m surprised it didn’t when I saw the dildo but it’s now that I start imagining what she’s doing in there. I squeeze my eyes shut, trying to hold myself back from walking in the bathroom and demanding to know what the hell is going on.

Before I realize what I’m doing I push the door open and the steam from the bathroom billows out. I stand in the doorway; she doesn’t know I’m here yet, and I watch her, it’s everything I can do not to move closer. A moan escapes from her lips and I bite down hard on my bottom lip and grip the doorway.

The doors to the shower are frosted glass so I can’t see her clearly but I can make out her body and it’s enough. Believe me, it’s enough. She has a foot propped up on the ledge of the bathtub and a hand on the glass door with her head bent forward. I take a step closer and I can hear her panting.

Fuck me.

She tosses her head back and my name is moaned out. I squeeze my eyes shut and bring my fisted hand to my mouth, leaning into the doorframe for support, if I don’t, I’m falling to my knees. I don’t want her to know I’m here. I seriously can’t believe Jaylinn; my shy, bashful Jaylinn is getting herself off. It’s sexy as hell is what it is. Her breathing is quickening and I know she’s about to make herself come. Goddamn it I want to be her hand; I want to be it so bad. Without wanting to, I take the next few steps and place an open hand on the glass, exactly where hers is on the other side. Now that I’m closer I can hear the faint sound of a vibrator and I can’t help the groan that comes from deep within me. It was loud enough that it caught Jaylinn’s attention.

She looks up and stares at me through the glass. “Cooper?”

I don’t answer her, I’m not sure I can right now. My dick is painfully hard and I know shit is about to hit the fan whether I want it to or not. When I answer, when I finally speak, I know where this is going to go; I see it play out before me.

She lowers her leg and slowly opens the door. When half of her body is exposed I turn my head. I can’t look at her. My body is humming with want and need and if I look, I’ll do.

Jaylinn’s small hand reaches for my chin and turns my head towards her. Water drips from her elbow down to the tiled floor. “Baby,” Jaylinn says in a sexy voice.

I bite down on my lip; my body is shaking, fighting against the need. I let my eyes roam from her racy red toenails, to her toned, tanned legs. Her pu**y is now bare when it wasn’t just the other day. Fuck me. Her flat stomach flexes as my eyes travel up her body. Her ni**les are hard and begging me to touch them. I take a deep breath and let my eyes wander to her plump full pink lips. Her tongue comes out to lick her lips and my eyes immediately find hers.

Jaylinn reaches forward and grabs the hem of my shirt and starts to lift it but I put a hand over hers to stop her. I can’t do this. I can’t f**king do this, not after last night.

“Stop fighting me.” Jaylinn whispers, just over the sound of the shower.

I drop my hand to my side. My breaths are coming in faster and faster. When she gets the shirt to my chest I lift my arms and let her pull it off. She steps out of the shower and runs her wet hands from my shoulders down my chest and stomach. My body goes rigid as she slips her fingertips under the band of my sweatpants. Jaylinn starts to lower my pants slowly. As she gets lower so does her whole body and before I know it she’s on her knees in front of me, dripping wet. My c**k swells and twitches as her eyes roam over me.

Jaylinn reaches for me and brings me closer to her. She places a kiss on my stomach just above my belly button and then trails a finger down the patch of hair that trails to my dick. She grabs me fully in her tiny hand and pumps up and down so slowly. When she reaches the tip again I pull back and out of her grasp.

Jaylinn looks up at me with those big gorgeous blue eyes of hers.

This is a bad f**king idea but I can’t seem to think with the right head right now. Jaylinn seems to be reading my mind as she takes a few steps back and I watch as her h*ps sway back and forth. She’s teasing me. She’s f**king teasing me.

I step into the shower and pull Jaylinn in with me, bringing her back to my front. My dick rests against her ass and I have to stop the urge to thrust my hips. “What were you doing in here, Jay?” I whisper into her ear.

My right hand slips between her legs and her head falls back against my shoulder. “Playing with myself.”

“And why were you doing that?” I rub her cl*t and her legs start to shake. I have control and she knows it.

“Because I wanted to.” She pants, barely able to get the words out.

I let my voice drop lower. “Were you thinking of me when you were touching yourself?”

I circle her entrance with my finger going around and around until she answers me.

“Y…Yes.” Jaylinn moans.

I dip a single finger in her It’s a big f**king mistake on my part because I want my dick where my finger is. She knows it too. Jaylinn tries to spin in my arms but I trap her with my body against the cold shower wall. I thrust my hips, letting my dick slide between her ass cheeks and it’s the most amazing feeling. “Don’t ever,” I thrust a little harder this time, “ever do that shit again.”

I quickly take a step back and watch her eyes flare as she spins to face me. “Fuck you, Cooper. I’ve got to get myself off somehow and you don’t seem to be game for it.”