Kushiel's Mercy (Imriel's Trilogy #3)
Page 25“I can’t,” I said.
Melisande inclined her head. “I understand.”
And so I left to await word from Ptolemy Solon. The stable-lad that Leander had made blush brought the Bastard around. My mother escorted me to the courtyard herself. In the twilight, her beauty deepened. I thought about her likeness hanging in the Hall of Portraits at the Palace. In her youth, she’d had a beauty as keen and as deadly as a blade. Now, oddly, it cut deeper. Sorrow became her.
“I’ll see you on the morrow,” I said awkwardly. “No doubt you’ll wish to be a part of this intrigue.”
A wry edge returned to her voice. “No doubt.”
I hesitated, holding the Bastard’s reins. He was unusually compliant, still out of sorts from the lengthy sea voyage. “Mother . . . why did you name me Imriel? I’ve always wondered.”
“Eloquence of God.” A smile touched her lips. Melisande Shahrizai tilted her head, regarding me in the twilight. “Because when you were born, for the first time, I understood it. Love as thou wilt,” she said, musing. “I have always adhered to the precept of Blessed Elua in my own way. And yet, until you were born, I didn’t truly know what it was to love another living soul. Beyond thought, beyond reason. And I thought, for once, that the gods were speaking clearly to me.”
I swallowed hard. “I see.”
She didn’t answer, only laid a hand on the back of my head. I bent toward her and felt the touch of her lips on my brow. “Tomorrow.”
“Tomorrow,” I echoed.
I rode away in the gathering dusk, my thoughts in turmoil. Unlike Carthage, unlike Alba or even Drujan, there were no arcane arts practiced in Terre d’Ange. And yet, in the space of a single day, I had nearly fallen under my mother’s spell, born of nothing but her own singular presence.
It had been a pleasant day.
I wrenched my thoughts away, turning them westward. Toward Carthage, toward Sidonie. I wondered what the nuptial ceremony had been like. I tortured myself with thoughts of Sidonie, willing and eager in Astegal’s bed. I felt the spell of my mother’s presence dissipate, hard resolve settling in its place.
Still, her kiss lingered.
As I drifted into sleep in the widow Nuray’s house, I found myself wondering if I would ever see my mother again once I left Cythera. And I wasn’t sure what I wanted the answer to be.
On the morrow, I rose to find a summons from Solon awaiting, bright and early. I wasted no time, breaking my fast with a couple of ripe apricots, then riding over to the palace.
Ptolemy Solon was awaiting me in his library, which was one of the largest I’d ever seen. The main chamber was vast, with a high ceiling, tall windows at one end, doors at the other, and twin facing walls lined with bookshelves, ladders propped against each wall. There were alcoves with cubbyholes for scrolls, and smaller, locked chambers.
In the center of the main chamber, there were long tables suitable for study. Solon was seated at the head of one such table, a book of blank parchment and a pen and inkwell before him. My mother was seated at its opposite end. The vast space dwarfed him, while it seemed to suit her. Nonetheless, it was Solon who glanced up and bade me enter, brown eyes bright in his wizened face.
“Good morning, my lord,” I said, hesitating. “Mother.”
“Come.” Solon patted the table. “Sit. Between Sunjata’s tales of a great mirror being forged and the coming occlusion of the moon, I knew enough to guess at what Carthage intended. Not enough to be certain how it was done. I will need to hear everything you can remember about Carthage’s visit. Everything.”
I approached and took a seat. “I am most grateful for your aid, my lord.”
I helped myself to a cup of water, flavored with lemon and honey.
And I began to talk.
I told them everything, commencing with my letter to Diokles Agallon. Once again, I didn’t have anything to lose. There wasn’t much about the Guild my mother didn’t know, and I reckoned what she knew, Solon knew. I told them about Agallon’s reply, Carthage’s request. The discussions that had followed, Parliament’s vote. Carthage’s arrival, the exaggerated gift of tribute.
“Wait.” Solon halted me. “Describe the tribute-gifts in detail.”
I did to the best of my ability. I hadn’t been paying overmuch attention, being more concerned with Carthage, but Phèdre had taught me to train my memory well. I recalled Quintilius Rousse’s deep voice reading the manifest: gold, ivory, and salt, spices, and seedlings, Tyrian purple cloth, furniture.
“And there was the chalice he sent in advance,” I said, remembering. “And the painting presented at the banquet.”
Solon’s round eyes blinked. “Describe them.”
I described the carnelian chalice with its joined hands in which Astegal and Ysandre had drunk to one another’s health; the painting made of ground jewels depicting the two of them with their hands clasped in friendship. Solon pursed his lips, his pen scratching on parchment.
“Continue,” he said when I had finished. “From the point of their arrival.”
I told him about the banquet where the painting had been unveiled, Sunjata’s overture, the gilded coffer, and Gillimas’ veiled words about Cythera. I related Sidonie’s account of Astegal’s offer for her hand, his veiled threats regarding Aragonia, and Ysandre’s diplomatic refusal. My evening in the Night Court with Astegal and the other Carthaginian lords, and my near-smothering of Gillimas to force plain words of truth from him, watching my mother’s lips twitch.
“You needn’t look amused,” I said to her.
“He brought it on himself,” she said complacently. “A skilled Guildsman ought to know better than to mince words with a desperate D’Angeline in love.”
“Is he?” Solon asked her.
Melisande gazed at me. “So it seems.”
“A mother knows her child.” Solon gestured at me. “Continue.”
I told him everything I could remember about observing Bodeshmun’s preparations the day of the occluded moon. Solon halted me numerous times, pressing me for details. He brought out a book with symbols of the Houses of the Cosmos. I racked my memory, struggling to place them exactly as they’d been aligned on the great mirror in proximity to the mirrors on the City’s walls. His pen scratched furiously, sketching a diagram.
“Again,” he said when I had finished.
I told him again, this time dredging up the exact words he’d said to Sidonie. The brief bow he had accorded her. A green gem on a chain swinging into view.
Solon’s nostrils flared. “Describe it.”
I tried, but I’d seen it only briefly. All I could tell him was that it was the size of a child’s fist and multifaceted.
“Were there symbols incised on the facets?” he asked.
He held up one hand. “Don’t rush. Continue.”
“After we visited Elua’s Square . . .” My voice faltered. “Truly, there wasn’t aught of significance until the following evening.”
“How can you be sure?” Solon asked.
My mouth was parched. I took a long drink of water. “Sidonie and I quarrelled. I was uneasy. I wanted her to beg Ysandre to call off the spectacle. She didn’t think it was possible without cause. We made up our quarrel that night.” I traced a water-ring on the table with one finger, remembering the feel of her moon-silvered skin against my bare flesh. I hadn’t thought about the fact that our argument might have played some role in this. “It was the first time we’d argued since we’d become lovers. Do you think it’s significant?”
“No,” Solon said gently. “I don’t. Continue.”
I relived the night of the spectacle for him. The endless dinner that had preceded it. The details of every dish I could recall. The carriage-ride to Elua’s Square, the throngs that packed the City. The moon’s slow, steady occlusion, and its eerie red hue.
The long wait, the crowds jostling around the mirror.
Sunjata’s whisper in my ear, following him.
In a dispassionate voice, I told him all I could recall. Standing pressed together beneath Elua’s Oak. The searing pain of the needle driven deep into my vitals, the rush of icy fire in my veins. Falling, the world whirling. Sunjata’s voice, telling me to seek Ptolemy Solon’s aid. An emerald glow, a flash of brightness. A gasp from the crowd. Sunjata’s hand tugging the ring from my fingers. Roots writhing like serpents. Sunjata’s voice apologizing for serving two masters. Telling me I was lucky my mother loved me. Telling me to go to Cythera.
And then the tide of madness swallowing me.
“Again,” Solon said.
I closed my eyes and told him again, shutting out the sound of his pen scratching, shutting out everything. This time, there was nothing new. When I had finished, I was drained. I opened my eyes. “Do you wish to hear about the madness now?”
Solon began to reply, then caught my mother’s warning glance. “No,” he said in a circumspect tone. “Later, perhaps. Tell me about the ring. Is it significant?”
Tired as I was, I almost laughed. Sidonie had given it to me before I’d wed Dorelei. When I’d struck out from Skaldia into the unknown in search of Berlik, I’d sent the ring back to Sidonie with a message that I would return to claim it. And when I’d been stuck waist-deep in a Vralian snowbank, bone-weary and frozen and ready to die, it was the thought of that promise that had kept me moving.
I’d reclaimed it in Alba. At long last, Berlik’s skull was interred, letting Dorelei’s spirit rest peacefully. Sidonie had taken the ring from its resting place on a chain around her neck. She’d undone the clasp and let the chain fall, slid the ring onto my finger. And we had made love like gods, filled with wonder and awe.
“Yes,” I said. “Oh, yes.”
“A love token?” Solon pressed. “From the Queen’s daughter?”
I stared at him. “What do you suppose? Yes.”
He shrugged. “I needed to be sure.”
“Be sure.” I turned to my mother. “What did Sunjata mean about serving two masters?”
A frown knit her graceful brows. “’Tis a long story. To shorten it, Sunjata is a journeyman in my service. But as far as the Guild in Carthage knows, he is a gem-merchant’s assistant who has been secretly recruited by a Guildsman named Hannon.”
“Why did he take my ring?” I asked.
Melisande shook her head. “At a guess, I’d hazard it was an order he feared to disobey without exposing himself. As to why the order was given, I can’t say.”
“I can.” Solon tapped the pages of the book before him, no longer blank, but filled with scribbled notations and charts. “But it will take some doing. This was not a simple spell. It was not one spell. I suspect there are a multitude of magics combined here. Horology, symbology, and something else rare and powerful. There is a wide array of lore I must consult to be certain.”
“How long will it take?” I asked him.
“It will take as long as it takes,” he replied.
I gave a brief nod of acknowledgment. “Can you undo it?”
“Undo it?” Solon pursed his lips. “No. It does not lie within my power, and even if it did . . .” His voice trailed off. “Well. It doesn’t. But I do believe I can provide you with the keys to unlock each link of this chain.”
I stood and bowed. “That will suffice.”
“Suffice!” He laughed dryly. “I told you, even in this I take a risk. No one else could unknot this puzzle. Carthage will know.”
“You could have prevented it,” I said softly. “And that, I know.”
Solon’s gaze darted to my mother’s face. Her expression was neutral. “Yes,” he admitted. “And I aid you now for the same reason I withheld the whole truth from Melisande. Because I have become a fool in my dotage, and I do not wish to lose her.” He flapped one hand at me. “Now go, and let me work.”
I went.
Twenty-One
While Ptolemy Solon consulted his library and collected toad-slime and fever-sweat, or whatever it was he did to plumb the mysteries of Carthage’s magic, I passed more time in my mother’s company.
“Tell me,” I said to her the first day. “Did you actually threaten to leave Solon if he didn’t aid me?”
“Yes,” Melisande said in a calm voice.
“Why?” I asked.
We were dining in another inner courtyard of her villa beneath the cool green shade of a grapevine-laced lattice. There were marks on the tile where Hellene-style couches had been removed, replaced by an oval table with two chairs. I knew without being told that my mother had ordered the couches removed because I wouldn’t be at ease reclining in her company.
“Let us say I have become a fool in my dotage, too.” Melisande gave a self-deprecating smile, glancing around. “I don’t wish to lose this, Imriel. But strangely, it is more important to me to make what amendments I might for all that you have suffered.”
“It wasn’t all your fault,” I said.
“I know.” She rested her chin on folded hands, gazing into the distance. “And yet. ’Tis a strangeness, truly. I never took pleasure in seeing others suffer against their will, but it never troubled me overmuch, either. It was merely . . . information.”