Kidnapped by the hot beast

What.

Did he just...

I turned abruptly to look at him but only found him already leaving the room.

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Three days later

I was lying over the soft mattress of my bed like I have been doing for the past three days, engrossed in my own thoughts.

He hadn't showed up for the past 3 days. I didn't know what it was about. He just apologised and left.

Now when I think about it, I feel like I could have imagined it. I mean Ian never apologises.

Then why?

Even if he did, I wasn't just ready to forgive him.

He nearly killed me!

What he did , definitely doesn't deserve a forgiveness.

But when I remember his sad empty eyes, I don't know why, it makes me sad.

I know I shouldn't feel like this. Rather , I should be happy to see him sad. He fucking kidnapped me but...

Mind doesn't have a hold over feelings.

I just want to continue hating me. He shouldn't have apologised to me. He should have just said something mean, like he always does. I don't want to forgive him. I don't want to develop any positive feelings towards him.

Emiley entered with my medicines. For the past 3 days, she has been taking care of me.

She looked at me worriedly.

"Are you alright Ashy", she said, sounding concerned. She has been using my real nane since the incident.