It

A breeze touches the trees and bushes, making them sigh, and he thinks: This is a lovely place, and I'll never forget it. It's lovely, and they are lovely; each one of them is gorgeous. The whippoorwill cries again, sweet and liquid, and for a moment Bill feels at one with it, as if he could sing and then be gone into the dusk-as if he could fly away, brave in the air.

He looks at Beverly and she is smiling at him. She closes her eyes and holds her hands out to either side. Bill takes her left; Ben her right. Bill can feel the warmth of her blood mixing with his own. The others join in and they stand in a circle, all of their hands now sealed in that peculiarly intimate way.

Stan is looking at Bill with a kind of urgency; a kind of fear.

"Swuh-Swear to muh-me that you'll c-c-c-come buh-back," Bill says. "swear to me that if lh-Ih-It isn't d-d-dead, you'll cuh-home back."

"Swear," Ben said.

"Swear." Richie.

"Yes-I swear." Bev.

"Swear it," Mike Hanlon mutters.

"Yeah. Swear." Eddie, his voice a thin and reedy whisper.

"I swear too," Stan whispers, but his voice falters and he looks down as he speaks.

"I-I swuh-swuh-swear."

That was it; that was all. But they stand there for awhile longer, feeling the power that is in their circle, the closed body that they make. The light paints their faces in pale fading colors; the sun is now gone and sunset is dying. They stand together in a circle as the darkness creeps down into the Barrens, filling up the paths they have walked this summer, the clearings where they have played tag and guns, the secret places along the riverbanks where they have sat and discussed childhood's long questions or smoked Beverly's cigarettes or where they have merely been silent, watching the passage of the clouds reflected in the water. The eye of the day is closing.

At last Ben drops his hands. He starts to say something, shakes his head, and walks away. Richie follows him, then Beverly and Mike, walking together. No one talks; they climb the embankment to Kansas Street and simply take leave of one another. And when Bill thinks it over twenty-seven years later, he realizes that they really never did all get together again. Four of them quite often, sometimes five, and maybe six once or twice. But never all seven.

He's the last to go. He stands for a long time with his hands on the rickety white fence, looking down into the Barrens as, overhead, the first stars seed the summer sky. He stands under the blue and over the black and watches the Barrens fill up with darkness.

I never want to play down there again, he thinks suddenly and is amazed to find the thought is not terrible or distressing but tremendously liberating.

He stands there a moment longer and then turns away from the Barrens and starts home, walking along the dark sidewalk with his hands in his pockets, glancing from time to time at the houses of Derry, warmly lit against the night.

After a block or two he begins to walk faster, thinking of supper... and a block or two after that, he begins to whistle.

DERRY: THE LAST INTERLUDE

"The ocean, in these times, is a perfect fleet of ships, and we can hardly fail to encounter many, in running over. It is merely crossing," said Mr Micawber trifling with his eyeglass, "merely crossing. The distance is quite imaginary."

-Charles Dickens, David Copperfield

June 4th, 1985

Bill came in about twenty minutes ago and brought me this book-Carole found it on one of the tables in the library and gave it to him when he asked for it. I thought Chief Rademacher might have taken it, but apparently he didn't want anything to do with it.

Bill's stutter is disappearing again, but the poor man has aged four years in the last four days. He told me he expects Audra to be discharged from Derry Home Hospital (where I myself yet tarry) tomorrow, only to take a private ambulance north to the Bangor Mental Health Institute. Physically she's fine-minor cuts and bruises that are already healing. Mentally...

'You raise her hand and it stays up," Bill said. He was sitting by the window, twiddling a can of diet soda between his hands. "It just floats there until someone puts it down again. Her reflexes are there, but very slow. The EEG they did shows a severely repressed alpha wave. She's c-c-catatonic, Mike."

I said, "I've got an idea. Maybe not such a good one. If you don't like it, just say so."

"What?"

"I'm going to be in here another week," I said. "Instead of sending Audra up to Bangor, why don't you take her to my place, Bill? Spend the week with her. Talk to her, even if she doesn't talk back. Is she... is she continent?"

"No," Bill said bleakly.

"Can you-I mean, would you-"

"Would I change her?" He smiled, and it was such a painful smile that I had to look away for a moment. It was the way my father smiled the time he told me about Butch Bowers and the chickens. "Yes. I think I could do that much."

"I won't tell you to take it easy on yourself when you're obviously not prepared to do that," I said, "but please remember that you yourself agreed that much or all of what's happened was almost certainly ordained. That may include Audra's part in this."

"I sh-should have kept my mouth shut about where I was g-going."

Sometimes it's better to say nothing-so that's what I did.

"All right," he said at last. "If you really mean it-"

"I mean it. They've got my housekeys down at the Patient Services Desk. There's a couple of Delmonico steaks in the freezer. Maybe that was ordained, too."

"She's eating mostly soft foods and, uh, luh-liquids."

"Well," I said, holding onto my smile, "maybe there'll be cause for a celebration. There's a pretty good bottle of wine on the top shelf in the pantry, too. Mondavi. Domestic, but good."

He came over and gripped my hand. "Thank you, Mike."

"Any time, Big Bill."

He let go of my hand. "Richie flew back to California this morning."

I nodded. "Think you'll stay in touch?"

"M-Maybe," he said. "For awhile, anyway. But... "He looked at me levelly. "It's going to happen again, I think."

"The forgetting?"

"Yes. In fact, I think it's already started. Just little things so far. Details. But I think it's going to spread."

"Maybe that's best."

"Maybe." He looked out the window, still twiddling his can of diet soda, almost surely thinking about his wife, so wide-eyed and silent and beautiful and plastic. Catatonic. The sound of a door slamming shut and locked. He sighed. "Maybe it is."

"Ben? Beverly?"

He looked back at me and smiled a little. "Ben's invited her to come back to Nebraska with him, and she's agreed to go, at least for awhile. You know about her friend in Chicago?"

I nodded. Beverly told Ben and Ben told me yesterday. If I may understate the case (grotesquely understate the case), Beverly's later description of her wonderful fantastic husband, Tom, was much truer than her original one. Wonderful fantastic Tom kept Bev in emotional, spiritual, and sometimes physical bondage for the last four years or so. Wonderful fantastic Tom got here by beating the information out of Bev's only close woman friend.

"She told me she's going to fly back to Chicago the week after next and file a missing-persons report on him. Tom, I mean."

"Smart enough," I said. "No one's ever going to find him down there." Or Eddie either, I thought but did not say.

"No, I suppose not," Bill said. "And when she goes back, I'm betting Ben will go with her. And you know something else? Something really crazy?"

"What?"

"I don't think she really remembers what happened to Tom."

I just stared at him.

"She's forgotten or forgetting," Bill said. "And I can't remember what the doorway looked like anymore. The d-doorway into Its place. I try to think of it and the craziest thing happens-I get this ih-image of g-g-goats walking over a bridge. From that story "The Three Billy Goats Gruff." Crazy, huh?"

"They'll trace Tom Rogan to Derry eventually," I said. "He'll have left a paper trail a mile wide. Rent-a-car, plane tickets."

"I'm not so sure of that," Bill said, lighting a cigarette. "I think he might have paid cash for his plane ticket and given a phony name. Maybe bought a cheap car here or stole one."

"Why?"

"Oh, come on," Bill said. "do you think he came all this way to give her a spanking?"

Our eyes met for a long moment and then he stood up. "Listen, Mike..."

"Too hip, gotta split," I said. "I can dig it."

He laughed at that, laughed hard, and when he had sobered he said: Thanks for the use of your place, Mikey."

"I'm not going to swear to you it'll make any difference. It has no therapeutic qualities that I'm aware of."

"Well... I'll see you." He did an odd thing then, odd but rather lovely. He kissed my cheek. "God bless, Mike. I'll be around."

Things may be okay, Bill," I said. "don't give up hope. They may be okay."

He smiled and nodded, but I think the same word was in both of our minds: Catatonic.

June 5th, 1985

Ben and Beverly came in today to say goodbye. They're not flying-Ben's rented a great big Cadillac from the Hertz people and they're going to drive, not hurrying. There's something in their eyes when they look at each other, and I'd bet my pension-plan that if they're not making it now, they will be by the time they get to Nebraska.

Beverly hugged me, told me to get well quickly, and then cried.

Ben also hugged me, and asked for the third or fourth time if I would write. I told him I would indeed write, and so I will... for awhile, at least. Because this tune it's happening to me, as well.

I'm forgetting things.

As Bill said, right now it's only small things, details. But it feels like the sort of thing that's going to spread. It could be that in a month or a year, this notebook will be all I'll have to remind me of what happened here in Derry. I suppose the words themselves might begin to fade, eventually leaving this book as blank as when I first picked it up in the school-supplies department at Freese's. That's an awful thought and in the daytime it seems wildly paranoid... but, do you know, in the watches of the night it seems perfectly logical.

This forgetting... the prospect fills me with panic, but it also offers a sneaking sort of relief. It suggests to me more than anything else that this time they really did kill It; that there is no need of a watchman to stand and wait for the cycle to begin again.

Dull panic, sneaking relief. It's the relief I'll embrace, I think, sneaking or not.

Bill called to say he and Audra had moved in. There is no change in her.

"I'll always remember you." That's what Beverly told me just before she and Ben left.

I think I saw a different truth in her eyes.

June 6th, 1985

Interesting piece in the Derry News today, on page one. The story was headed: STORM CAUSES HENLEY TO GIVE UP AUDITORIUM EXPANSION PLANS. The Henley in question is Tim Henley a multi-millionaire developer who came into Derry like a whirlwind in the late sixties-it was Henley and Zitner who organized the consortium responsible for building the Derry Mall (which, according to another piece on page one, is probably going to be declared a total loss). Tim Henley was determined to see Derry grow. There was a profit-motive, yes indeed, but there was more to it than that: Henley genuinely wanted to see it happen. His sudden abandonment of the auditorium expansion suggests several things to me. That Henley may have soured on Derry is only the most obvious. I think it's also possible that he's in the process of losing his shirt because of the destruction of the mall.

But the article also suggests that Henley is not alone; that other investors and potential investors in Derry's future may be rethinking their options. Of course, Al Zitner won't have to bother; God retired him when downtown collapsed. Of the others, those who thought like Henley are now facing a rather difficult problem-how do you rebuild an urban area which is now at least fifty percent underwater?

I think that, after a long and ghoulishly vital existence, Derry may be dying... like a nightshade whose time to bloom has come and gone.

Called Bill Denbrough late this afternoon. No change in Audra.

An hour ago I put through another call, this one to Richie Tozier in California. His answering machine fielded the call, with Creedence Clearwater Revival music playing in the background. Those machines always fuck up my timing somehow. I left my name and number, hesitated, and added that I hoped he was able to wear his contact lenses again. I was about to hang up when Richie himself picked up the phone and said, "Mikey! How you be?" His voice was pleased and warm... but there was an obvious bewilderment there as well. He was wearing the verbal expression of a man who has been caught utterly flat-footed.

"Hello, Richie," I said. "I'm doing pretty well."

"Good. How much pain you having?"

"Some. It's going away. The itch is worse. I'll be damn glad when they finally decide to unstrap my ribs. By the way, I liked the Creedence."

Richie laughed. "shit, that ain't Creedence, that's "Rock and Roll Girls," from Fogarty's new album. Centerfield, it's called. You haven't heard any of it?"

"Huh-uh."

"You got to get it, it's great. It's just like... " He trailed off for a moment and then said, "It's just like the old days."

"I'll pick it up," I said, and I probably will. I always liked John Fogarty. "Green River" was my all-tune Creedence favorite, I guess. Get back home, he says. Just before the fade he says it.

"What about Bill?"

"He and Audra are keeping house for me while I'm in here."

"Good. That's good." He paused for a moment. "You want to hear something fucking bizarre, ole Mikey?"

"Sure," I said. I had a pretty good idea what he was going to say.

"Well... I was sitting here in my study, listening to some of the new Cashbox hot prospects, going over some ad copy, reading memos... there's about two mountains of stuff backed up, and I'm looking at roughly a month of twenty-five-hour days. So I had the answering machine turned on, but with the volume turned up so I could intercept the calls I wanted and just let the dimwits talk to the tape. And the reason I let you talk to the tape as long as I did-"