His Hour
Page 108Tamara felt extremely moved. A passionate wild regret swept over her.
Oh! why might not fate let him love her really, so that they could be
happy. How she would adore to soothe him, and be tender and gentle and
obedient, and bring him peace!
But just at that moment, with an air of exasperating insouciant
insolence, he came into the room and began chaffing with Valonne, and
turning to her said something which set her wounded pride again all
aflame, and burning with impotence and indignation she, as the strange
guest, put her hand on his arm to go in to dinner.
Zacouska was partaken of, and then the serious repast began. Every one
was in the highest spirits. Countess Olga and Lord Courtray looked as
whispering stage, which Tamara knew to be a serious one with him. The
whole party became worked up to a point of extra gaiety. On her other
hand sat Sonia's husband, Prince Solentzeff-Zasiekin. But Gritzko
sparkled with brilliancy and seemed to lead the entire table.
There was something so extremely attractive about him in his character
of host that Tamara felt she dared hardly look at him or she could not
possibly keep up this cold reserve if she did!
So she turned and talked, and apparently listened, with scarcely a
pause to her right-hand neighbor's endless dissertations upon Moscow,
and while she answered interestedly, her thoughts grew more and more
It was as if a needle had an independent will, and yet was being drawn
by a magnet against itself. She had to use every bit of her force to
keep her head turned to Prince Solentzeff-Zasiekin, and when Gritzko
did address her, only to answer him in monosyllables, stiffly, but
politely, as a stranger guest should.
By the end of dinner he was again wild with rage and exasperation.
When they got back to the great saloon, they found the end of it had
been cleared and a semicircle of chairs arranged for them to sit in and
watch some performance. It proved to be a troupe of Russian dancers and
some Cossacks who made a remarkable display with swords, while
Tamara and Lord Courtray had seen this same sort of dancing in London
when Russian troupes gave their "turns," but never executed with such
wonderful fire and passion as this they witnessed now. The feats were
quite extraordinary, and one or two of the women were attractive-looking
creatures.
Gritzko's attitude toward them was that of the benevolent master to
highly trained valued hounds. Indeed this feeling seemed to be mutual,
the hounds adoring their master with blind devotion, as all his
belongings did.