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Page 34“Hey,” he says.
And suddenly, Janie can’t speak. A garbled sound comes from her throat instead.
“Janie, you okay?” Cabel’s voice turns immediately concerned. “Where are you? Do you need help?”
Janie breathes, tries to steady her shaky voice. “I’m okay. I’m home. I’m . . . my . . . Henry died.”
It’s quiet on the line for a moment. “I’ll be right over,” he says. “Okay?”
Janie nods into the phone. “Yes, please.”
And then Janie calls Carrie. Gets her voice mail. “Hey, Carrie, I just thought I should let you know that Henry died. I’ll . . . I’ll talk to you later.”
4:43 p.m.
Cabel raps on the door. He’s carrying a potted plant and a bakery box from the grocery store.
“Hey,” he says. “I didn’t have time to make you, like, a casserole or whatever. But I stopped by the store and brought you this. I’m so sorry, Janers.”
Janie smiles and her eyes fill up. She takes the box and the plant, sets the plant near the window. “It’s really pretty,” she says. “Thank you.” She opens the box. “Oh, wow—doughnuts.” She laughs and goes to him. Hugs him close. “You rock, Cabe.”
Cabel shrugs, a little embarrassed. “I figured doughnuts are good comfort food. But I’m going to fix you ladies some dinner, too, so you don’t have to mess with it.”
Janie shakes her head, puzzled. “What for?”
Janie hugs him tightly again. “This is really weird.”
“Yeah,” he says. He strokes her hair. Kisses her forehead. “I’m really sorry about Henry.”
“Thanks. I mean, we all knew he was going to die. He’s really just a stranger,” Janie says. Lies.
“Still,” Cabel says. “Anyway, he’s your dad. That’s gotta feel bad, no matter what.”
She shrugs. “I can’t . . .” she says. Doesn’t want to go there. She’s got other immediate things to think about now.
Like how to get her drunk, nightgown-wearing mother to a funeral.
5:59 p.m.
Instead of heating up the house even more by cooking, Cabel picks up dinner. Apparently, the scent of fried chicken and biscuits penetrates the Portal to Sorrow, as Dorothea appears and silently helps herself to the food before retreating once again.
The director from the funeral home calls. Janie first writes things down frantically, then discusses arrangement options with him. She’s relieved to hear that Jews have their funerals as soon as possible. That suits her just fine. And with no relatives to contact, they set the service for the next morning at eleven.
After she hangs up, Janie whips through clothes hampers and gets some dirty laundry together for the Laundromat. She shoves the basket at Cabel, and then she remembers that she promised Cathy a note. She scribbles something on a piece of paper and hands it to Cabe, along with a roll of masking tape. “Can you drive out to Henry’s and stick this on his front door?”
“No problem,” he says. He heads out the door while Janie irons a dress and then wipes the dust off of a pair of ancient, rarely worn flats.
“It’s not fair,” she mumbles. “It’s totally not.”
Cabe shows up at the front door with the laundry—fresh, clean, and almost, sort-of folded. “Note’s on the door, laundry is finished.”
Janie grins and takes the basket. “Thank you. You’re wonderful.”
Cabel grins. “Laundry’s not my strongest area of expertise, but I get by. Can I keep the panties?” He grins and backs out of the house.
“Uh . . . you’ll have to ask my mother.” Janie laughs.
Cabe cringes. “Oof. Fuck and ugh. Hey, I’ll let you get stuff done . . . and give you your space. Call me if you need me. I’ll pick you guys up tomorrow for the funeral, if you want.”
“Thank you,” she says. “Yes, that would be great.”
Janie watches him go.
WEDNESDAY
August 9, 2006, 8:46 a.m.
Cabel knocks on the door. “I’m sorry to bug you,” he says. “I’m not trying to. I know you need space. But here’s a little breakfast so you don’t have to mess with it.”
Janie bites her bottom lip. Takes the tray. “Thanks.”
“Back later.” He sprints across the yards back to his house.
“What now?”
“Mother? I’ve got some breakfast for you,” she says through the closed door. “Cabel made it. He’s going to be back here at ten thirty to pick us up for the funeral, so you need to be ready.”
Silence.
“Mother.”
“Just set it on my dresser.”
Janie enters. Dorothea Hannagan is sitting on the edge of her bed, rocking back and forth. “Are you okay?”
“Set it there and git outta here.”
Janie glances at her watch, sets the plate on the dresser and leaves the room, a sinking feeling in her gut.
She hops into the shower and lets cool water wash over her. It’s not as hot outside today. That’ll be a relief at the funeral, standing out by the grave site in the sun.