Dead Ice
Page 58“Hey,” Lita said, and she sounded genuinely insulted.
Dino grinned. “Thanks, Anita, you’re a good friend.”
I shrugged. “I try.”
My phone text sound played, and it was Jean-Claude. He was almost here, which meant he’d cut his night at work short to make the tiger reception.
“I need to get ready for the party, so first, Kelly, you’re not fit for guard duty. Dino, Nicky, we need a replacement partner for Lita; who would you suggest?”
“Claudia isn’t working tonight, and all the other female guards are either too new or too unstable to pair up with Little Miss Thing,” Nicky said.
“What did you call me?”
He turned a very cold face to her. Nicky didn’t try to hide his sociopathy; he wore it proudly. “The only reason you’re partnered with Kelly is that you spend too much time flirting, or trying to fuck all the men. You’re a distraction, Lita, and that’s not impressing Claudia, or Fredo, or me.”
“I don’t care if you’re impressed; you’re just Anita’s pet, you don’t count.”
“How about you don’t impress me?” I said.
“You’re just Jean-Claude’s blood whore; I don’t have to impress you either.”
“Here, I was going to pick a fight, but you’re doing so much better than I am at it, that I’ll just let you have it,” Meng Die said.
“The fight,” Meng Die said.
“Fight with who?”
Meng Die laughed, shaking her head. “I knew you were young, Lita, but I’m beginning to suspect you’re stupid, too.”
“Who you calling stupid, little China whore!”
Meng Die just kept laughing softly and walked toward the door. “Everyone have fun, I’ve got to go to work.”
I walked over to Lita, and she let me get close. Either she didn’t see me as dangerous, or she was that arrogant about her own abilities; either way it was a mistake.
“How much of the gear you’re wearing is yours?”
“What gear?”
“The weapons; is the AR yours, or did someone give it to you when you arrived?”
She almost caressed the gun. “I got it here. No way could it come on the plane.”
“Then hand it over,” I said.
“I’m firing you, so all the company equipment stays with us.”
“You can’t fire me.”
“I can fire you and send you back to L.A.”
“You can’t send me back. You’re not my king, and you’re not Claudia or Fredo, they’re my bosses.”
“I’m their boss,” I said. I was close enough to take any weapon she was wearing or to keep her from using them. She still didn’t see the danger. She really wasn’t good enough to be one of our guards. It had been Claudia and I who decided we needed more female guards, but this wasn’t what we’d had in mind.
“Jean-Claude is their boss,” Lita said.
“No,” Kelly said, “Jean-Claude is in charge of the business side of things, but Anita is the one who makes decisions on the guards.” She looked up at the other woman, sort of satisfied, which meant that Lita hadn’t been all that pleasant before we got here. Sending her home just kept sounding better.
“Technically, I can’t send you back to L.A.”
Lita looked justified, smug even.
“But I can fire you from our security detail, and I can recommend to Rafael that you be sent back to L.A., that I can do.”
She finally looked uncertain.
“You’re not sharing a bed; you’re just fuck buddies.”
Dino said, “You know that Rafael fucks Anita, but you haven’t been in town, been one of us, when it happens yet.”
“So?” she asked.
He gave that deep chuckle and shook his head. “It’s quite a show.” I knew Dino meant that when I had sex with their king, Rafael, and fed the ardeur on him that I took energy from all the wererats in the area. It was a power rush of near epic proportions.
“You mean we watch them fuck?”
“I’ll explain after we fuck tonight,” Dino said.
I might have added to the conversation, but I felt Jean-Claude. He was almost here, and I was tired of Lita. I just reached out and had her AR in my hand, using the strap across her body to pull her off balance. She fought to keep control of the AR, not go for her handgun; again, a mistake. I used her own momentum to drive her to the floor and took the nine-millimeter out of her holster as she went down. I trapped the AR behind her back with the knee I drove into her. She tried to fight then, but it was far too late. I put the business end of her own pistol against the side of her head. My finger was on the trigger; there was no safety on this model of gun.
“Don’t . . . just don’t,” I said low, almost caressing. I felt very calm, very still inside; it was the place I went when I pulled the trigger. It was a quiet, strangely peaceful place where I went when I killed. Once it had been white and static filled, but lately it was just quiet. I wasn’t afraid. I wasn’t excited. I didn’t feel bad about the woman I was about to shoot. I didn’t want to shoot her, but the main thing that made me not want to shoot her was that Dino liked her enough to fuck her, and I liked Dino. When I realized that was my emotional math, I tried to feel bad about it, but I didn’t. I didn’t feel anything much in that moment, except that sense of waiting where the world slows down and you have forever to decide, will you pull the trigger or not?