Dangerous Days
Page 177Clayton, glancing up from the visitor's slip in his hand, surprised
something wistful in the boy's eyes.
"Want to go, do you?"
"Give my neck to go--sir." He always added the "sir," when he remembered
it, with the air of throwing a sop to a convention he despised.
"You may yet, you know. This thing is going to last a while. Send him
in, Joey."
He had grown attached to this lad of the streets. He found in his
loyalty a thing he could not buy.
Jackson was his caller. Clayton, who had been rather more familiar with
strange and impressive in khaki.
"I'm sorry I couldn't get here sooner, Mr. Spencer," he explained. "I've
been down on the border. Yuma. I just got a short leave, and came back
to see my family."
He stood very erect, a bronzed and military figure. Suddenly it seemed
strange to Clayton Spencer that this man before him had only a few
months before opened his automobile door for him, and stood waiting with
a rug to spread over his knees. He got up and shook hands.
"You look like a different man, Jackson."
"Sit down," he said. And again it occurred to him that never before had
he asked Jackson to sit down in his presence. It was wrong, somehow. The
whole class system was absurd. Maybe war would change that, too. It was
doing many queer things, already.
He had sent for Jackson, but he did not at once approach the reason.
He sat back, while Jackson talked of the border and Joey slipped in and
pretended to sharpen lead pencils.
Clayton's eyes wandered to the window. Outside in the yard were other
men, now employees of his, who would soon be in khaki. Out of every
go a certain number would never come back. That was what war was; one
day a group of men, laboring with their hands or their brains, that some
little home might live; that they might go back at evening to that home,
and there rest for the next day's toil. And the next, gone. Every man
out there in the yard was loved by some one. To a certain number of them
this day meant death, or wounding. It meant separation, and suffering,
and struggle.
And all over the country there were such groups.