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Daisy In The Field

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"Till Christian does it?"

"Yes."

"When will that be?"

"I do not know. It may be - a great while. Why should I tell

them before, Miss Cardigan?"

"For many reasons, as they seem to my mind, Daisy; and I

thought, as they would seem to yours. 'Honour thy father and

thy mother.' Daisy, would it be honouring them, to let them

not know?"

There were so many things, of which Miss Cardigan was

ignorant! How could I answer her? I sat silent, pondering the

difficulty; and she was silent on her side, waiting for me to

think over it. It was never her way to be in a hurry; not to

leave her work half done neither, as I knew.

"I will honour them the best way I can," I said at length.

"Then you will write them next steamer. Is it not so, Daisy?"

"That would make it very difficult for me to honour them," I

said; "to honour them in action, I mean."

"Why so? There is no way so short as a straight way."

"No, ma'am. But -I cannot undo what is done, Miss Cardigan."

"What our cheeks say your heart has done. No, child." And

again I heard the unwonted sigh from Miss Cardigan's lips.

"Not my heart only," I went on, plucking up courage. "I have

spoken - I have let him speak. I cannot undo it - I cannot

undo it."

"Well?" said Miss Cardigan, looking anxious.

"It was done before I thought of mamma and papa. It was all

done - it is done; and I cannot undo it now, even for them."

"My dear, you would not marry without your parents' consent?"

"No, Miss Cardigan. They may forbid that."

"What then? What harm would be done by your letting them know

at once how the case stands. They would care for your

happiness, Daisy."

Not with a Northerner, a farmer's son, and an officer in the

Northern army. I knew how it would be; but I could not tell

Miss Cardigan.

"What is it you cannot undo, little Daisy?" she said softly, I

suppose seeing me look troubled. And she stretched out a kind

hand and took hold of mine. It was very hard to bear. All this

was a sort of dragging things into light and putting things in

black and white; more tangible and more hard to deal with for

ever after.

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