Cruel As The Grave
Page 54"Well, well, my darling! are you going to let me in?" inquired Mr.
Berners, after a moment of patient waiting.
"Yes, in an instant dear!" exclaimed Sybil, hastily wiping her eyes and
trying to efface all signs of weeping from her countenance.
Then she opened the door.
Her husband entered, closed the door, and then turned around with some
light, gay word; but at the sight of his wife's pale and agitated face,
he started in surprise and distress, exclaiming: "Why, Sybil! Why, my darling! What on earth is the matter? What has
happened?"
At the sound of his anxious voice, at the sight of his troubled face,
Sybil turned aside, sank upon the corner of the sofa, dropped her head
He hurried to her side, sat down and drew her head upon his bosom, and
in much alarm exclaimed again: "In the name of Heaven, Sybil! what is all this about? What has happened
to distress you so deeply? Have you heard any bad news?" he inquired as
he caressed and tried to soothe her.
She did not repel his caresses; for, jealous as she was, she felt no
anger towards him then. She laid her head upon his bosom, and sobbed
aloud.
"What bad news have you heard, dear Sybil?" repeated Mr. Berners.
"Oh, none at all! What bad news could I hear to make me weep? I do
not care as much as that for anything on earth, or anybody except you!"
dropping it again when she had finished.
"Then what is it that troubles you, my own dear wife? What cause can you
have for weeping?" he inquired, tenderly caressing the beautiful,
wayward creature.
She lifted her head, and smiled through her tears as she answered: "None at all, I believe. What does Kotzebue say? 'To laugh or cry
without a reason, is one of the few privileges women have.' I have no
good reason to weep, dear Lyon! I know that I have not. But I am nervous
and hysterical, I believe," she added; for, as before, his tender
caresses dispelled her jealousy and restored her trust. With her head
resting on his bosom; with his arms around her; with his eyes smiling
doubts.
"I have no reason in the world for weeping. I am just a nervous,
hysterical woman--like the rest! It is no wonder men, who see the
weakness of our sex, refuse to trust us with any power," she added, with
a light laugh.
"But I utterly deny this alleged 'weakness of your sex.' You bewray
yourself and sex by repeating the slander, though even in jest, as I see
you are. You are not weak, my Sybil. Nor do you weep without a cause.
You have some good and sufficient reason for your tears."