Chasing Imperfection (Chasing 2)
Page 48“So, what do we do now? The only solution I can think of is to walk away from each other and leave it at that.”
“Do you love Kyle?”
“I do. I love him—but I love you more….I’m in love with you, Blake.”
“That should be enough reason for you to stay then?”
I shook my head. “No, it isn’t.” I want it all and it seems like he isn’t capable of it. Well, not anymore.
“Then we’ll compromise—stay with me and we’ll work this out together. It might be a slow progress but I promise to try building my trust in you again.”
Hope flourished….
I smiled. “You promise?”
He kissed me. “Yes, I promise.” Cupping my cheek, he stared into me. “I love you, Sienna….so much.” His voice was so thick with emotion, I became undone.
My heart soared. God, finally! Progress.
“I love you Blake.” Taking his lips and kissing him until I almost died with happiness.
We made love twice until we were too exhausted to move. When it was time for him to get up for work, he left my bed and went back to his room to shower and change.
He stopped by again and gently woke me. “I have to go to work for a few hours. There’s a meeting that I can’t reschedule, unfortunately.” He kissed my neck and I moaned. Loved what he’s doing to me, loved how much he’s changed since our little talk.
Blake grumbled. “Bloody hell…how I want to take you right now and bury myself deep within you but I can’t, I’m running late. I have to go back to London later this afternoon. Do you want to join me, cara?”
“Hell yes! You’re not about to escape me, Knightly.”
He slapped my ass and kissed me senseless. “Good, I don’t plan to escape your begrudging hold. I will be back around two then we’ll head out together to the airport?”
“Ahhmmmm.” I was distracted by him and how hot he looked.
I wanted to devour him whole. God, he looked so sexy in his black Armani suit. My eyes landed on his crotch and I unknowingly licked my lips.
He groaned and muttered. “Woman, you are shameless.”
“Can we just—for a bit—just…” he groaned again and took my lips. My hands went directly to undo his pants. He took his suit off and I pushed his underwear off. Once his c**k sprung free, he instantly shoved it inside me. We both moaned in unison. He started off slow, wanting to savor each stroke but I didn’t want him to be late.
“Blake! Hurry quickly….meeting….or you’ll be late!” I said in between kisses.
He grabbed my hips and f**ked me hard. PERFECT!
He screamed my name as we came together, his body tensed. I felt his c**k pulsated thickly, squirting his seed inside me.
I shoved him off me, “GO! Or you’ll be late!” I spanked his nice sculpted ass.
He barked out loud. “Brilliant! I feel so used just about now!” He got up and went to the bathroom to clean himself up.
“I love you Blake.” With another kiss I marched him out the door.
His amused look made my day.
I sighed happily, went to grab my robe and wrapped it around my satiated body. I’m in love……my dreams can’t even chase them away.
Once in the kitchen, I brewed coffee and made a cheese omelet. “Buenas diaz, Magda.” I smiled at her.
“Buenas diaz, my ass! Come here you!” Chad ran towards me, picked me up and squeezed me until I ran out of air.
“Uh, good morning to you too?”
“Oh, shut up! When I saw Blake on his way out, he gave me a jolly high-five. So, I was like ‘huh?’ Now, I see you have the same look. Sooooo, I’m guessing you two made up and are going to be bumping uglies forever and ever?”
“We did make up—we’re back together again. Although, we have a lot to work out still—but the best part is we’re doing it together! Gosh, Chad—I’m so happy!” I placed the omelet in between us, handed him a fork and we shared it.
“You deserve it, chica! You so do. Anyhow, Luce left two hours ago. Can you believe what she said last night? I didn’t sleep well because of that.” He grabbed my coffee and took a long sip.
“I mean—if it makes her happy….”
“I know, I guess some things just don’t last huh? Life is shitty like that.”
“True—but when it gives you butterflies, it makes it all worthwhile. And you are getting oodles of butterflies from Luke.”
“Blake’s picking me up later at two. He’s taking me back to London town.”
His eyes bulged out. “Hello? I want to go too. Luke left on the first plane out back to London.”
What about his therapy? I don’t even know if going back would be safe. It’s just too early for that.
“You have to ask Blake about it,” I replied. “He’s in charge of this situation. I mean—you two had this deal thing. I’m not coming in between that. You two sort it out.”
Chad seriously looked deflated. He sighed loudly and finished my entire coffee.
“Dude—you finished my entire coffee, you better make me a new one!”
“Bummer.” he muttered as he sauntered to where the coffee pot was located.
It was one thirty when I came out of the shower. I was already packed and ready to go at eleven. Chad and I danced for a solid hour and half. The whole session revived my body.
I’m still a little worried about what Blake and I have at this moment and for some reason I feel like I should bring it up again. Things happened quickly last night and we didn’t really underscore the important facts. With my robe on, I walked out of the bathroom towards the bedroom to get my phone with a small towel to dry out my wet hair.
I called Dr. Murray and informed her about my recent change of plans and cancelled today’s session. I made an arrangement to conduct the sessions over the phone. She booked Tuesday and Thursday afternoon for me. I somehow feel comforted by this, knowing I have someone to talk to without malice or without judging me.
My phone beeped with a text message as I entered the bathroom to do my make-up. It was from Kyle. Hey! Just checking if you’re okay? I know how freaked out you were last night. I’m here whenever you need me. I miss you badly.