Changes

Cleaning up after dinner, she ran a bath, lit the candles that are all over the bathroom and turned on some soft music. After undressing she slowed herself into the hot aromic bath that she created laying her head back on the bath pillow taking in the senses and music which surrounds her.

While relaxing with her eyes closed she imagines what it would be like to have a man there with her relaxing as she is doing, smelling the same aromas and listening to the same soft music. She just didn’t imagine any guy, she imagined the guy from the coffee shop. Wow, she can’t get him out of her head. She had to so she stopped her mind from thinking about him and continued her bath. It was nice though while it lasted, she thought.

Draining the bath water, she draped the towel around her, picked up her clothes and headed for her bedroom where she got into her nighty and slipped under her nice and warm covers. She wasn’t tired but she knew she had to sleep.

Closing her eyes she couldn’t sleep, something again came to her vision and thoughts. This is unreal, she thought; get him out of your head. She couldn’t. Picking up a book, she tried to read it but no, that didn’t work. 'Ok, this has got to stop, this is shameful', she screamed out loud.