Chance

I got mixed up in that crowd seething with an animosity as senseless as

things of the street always are, and it was while I was laboriously

making my way out of it that the pressman of whom I spoke was jostled

against me. He did me the justice to be surprised. "What? You here!

The last person in the world . . . If I had known I could have got you

inside. Plenty of room. Interest been over for the last three days. Got

seven years. Well, I am glad."

"Why are you glad? Because he's got seven years?" I asked, greatly

incommoded by the pressure of a hulking fellow who was remarking to some

of his equally oppressive friends that the "beggar ought to have been

poleaxed." I don't know whether he had ever confided his savings to de

Barral but if so, judging from his appearance, they must have been the

proceeds of some successful burglary. The pressman by my side said 'No,'

to my question. He was glad because it was all over. He had suffered

greatly from the heat and the bad air of the court. The clammy, raw,

chill of the streets seemed to affect his liver instantly. He became

contemptuous and irritable and plied his elbows viciously making way for

himself and me.

A dull affair this. All such cases were dull. No really dramatic

moments. The book-keeping of The Orb and all the rest of them was

certainly a burlesque revelation but the public did not care for

revelations of that kind. Dull dog that de Barral--he grumbled. He

could not or would not take the trouble to characterize for me the

appearance of that man now officially a criminal (we had gone across the

road for a drink) but told me with a sourly, derisive snigger that, after

the sentence had been pronounced the fellow clung to the dock long enough

to make a sort of protest. 'You haven't given me time. If I had been

given time I would have ended by being made a peer like some of them.'

And he had permitted himself his very first and last gesture in all these

days, raising a hard-clenched fist above his head.

The pressman disapproved of that manifestation. It was not his business

to understand it. Is it ever the business of any pressman to understand

anything? I guess not. It would lead him too far away from the

actualities which are the daily bread of the public mind. He probably

thought the display worth very little from a picturesque point of view;

the weak voice; the colourless personality as incapable of an attitude as

a bed-post, the very fatuity of the clenched hand so ineffectual at that

time and place--no, it wasn't worth much. And then, for him, an

accomplished craftsman in his trade, thinking was distinctly "bad

business." His business was to write a readable account. But I who had

nothing to write, I permitted myself to use my mind as we sat before our

still untouched glasses. And the disclosure which so often rewards a

moment of detachment from mere visual impressions gave me a thrill very

much approaching a shudder. I seemed to understand that, with the shock

of the agonies and perplexities of his trial, the imagination of that

man, whose moods, notions and motives wore frequently an air of grotesque

mystery--that his imagination had been at last roused into activity. And

this was awful. Just try to enter into the feelings of a man whose

imagination wakes up at the very moment he is about to enter the tomb . . . "