Camille (La Dame aux Camilias)
Page 53"What?"
"Some one was waiting for me here."
If she had thrust a knife into me she would not have hurt me more. I
rose, and holding out my hand, "Goodbye," said I.
"I knew you would be cross," she said; "men are frantic to know what is
certain to give them pain."
"But I assure you," I added coldly, as if wishing to prove how
completely I was cured of my passion, "I assure you that I am not cross.
It was quite natural that some one should be waiting for you, just as it
is quite natural that I should go from here at three in the morning."
"No, but I must go."
"Good-bye, then."
"You send me away?"
"Not the least in the world."
"Why are you so unkind to me?"
"How have I been unkind to you?"
"In telling me that some one was waiting for you."
"I could not help laughing at the idea that you had been so happy to see
me come in alone when there was such a good reason for it."
destroy such a pleasure when, by simply leaving it alone, one can make
somebody so happy."
"But what do you think I am? I am neither maid nor duchess. I didn't
know you till to-day, and I am not responsible to you for my actions.
Supposing one day I should become your mistress, you are bound to know
that I have had other lovers besides you. If you make scenes of jealousy
like this before, what will it be after, if that after should ever
exist? I never met any one like you."
"That is because no one has ever loved you as I love you."
"As much as it is possible to love, I think."
"And that has lasted since--?"
"Since the day I saw you go into Susse's, three years ago.
"Do you know, that is tremendously fine? Well, what am to do in return?"
"Love me a little," I said, my heart beating so that I could hardly
speak; for, in spite of the half-mocking smiles with which she had
accompanied the whole conversation, it seemed to me that Marguerite
began to share my agitation, and that the hour so long awaited was
drawing near.