Broken Dreams
Page 47“I could never be upset about something like this. Do you know how many times I’ve dreamed of you having my child? How many times I’ve thought about how wonderful it would be to make love to you when your stomach is full and round with our baby? You’re my whole world. You’re my dreams come true.” He took his thumbs and gently wiped away my tears. Then, he leaned down and kissed me on the forehead. “I pray to God every night that this isn’t a dream and that I don’t fuck this up in some way and make you leave me.”
I shook my head and tried to talk, but I was so choked up that I couldn’t get anything out. Reed gave me that crooked smile of his as he took a few steps back. He reached down and picked something up. I didn’t want to pull my eyes from his, so I didn’t know what he was doing until I heard Norah Jones singing “Come Away with Me.”
He walked back over and began undressing me. “Do you know what my goals are for us, Court?”
I whispered, “No.”
After removing my shirt, he reached behind me and unclasped my bra. He slowly pushed the straps off my shoulders, and every inch of my skin he touched was on fire.
Please don’t let me be dreaming.
He took one nipple into his mouth as his hand played with the other one.
I dropped my head back and moaned, “Oh God.”
He moved his lips up and began brushing them along my jawline. I was completely on fire at this point and ready to combust.
“My goals for us are as follows…”
He dropped down to his knees and began taking off my pants. My legs felt like lead while I lifted each one up as he slipped off my pants and panties. He sat back on his heels and looked my body up and down as he licked his lips.
Jesus…
I could almost feel my orgasm building just from him idolizing my body the way he was.
“You’re so beautiful,” he whispered as he reached out for me and pulled me closer to him.
He leaned up and began kissing my stomach. I let out a gasp and ran my hands through his hair.
“I’m so happy, Reed. You have no idea how happy I am right now,” I said as my breathing became needy.
“My first goal is to love you completely.” He lifted my leg and put it over his shoulder.
My whole body began trembling as I anticipated what he was going to do next. “Yes…” I whispered.
He began kissing the inside of my thigh. “My second goal is to make every single one of your dreams come true,” he whispered.
I grabbed a handful of his hair and pulled on it as I begged, “Please, Reed. Please touch me.”
He took his tongue and teased my clit with one fast movement. I jerked my hips and let out a moan.
“My third goal is to make you scream out my name in passion…often.”
“Like now! Now would be a good time to do that,” I said as I tried to push his face into me.
He licked my clit again and slid two fingers inside me. He slowly moved them in and out, and I felt my world beginning to unravel.
“My fourth goal is to wake up every morning to the sound of your heartbeat, and I will always tell you how beautiful you are and how happy you make me.”
My breathing was getting so ragged with the way he was teasing me with his fingers.
“Okay…Reed…please…I can’t…I need you…”
He started kissing my clit, and my hips began thrusting harder against him.
Oh God, yes. I need this so badly.
“No…no, no, no…please don’t stop.”
“I’m not done with my goals, baby,” he whispered as he began fucking me harder with this fingers.
“Yes…Reed, faster.”
He slowed down and pulled his fingers out, and then he began to tease my clit with them. “My last goal is to make love to you all the time, Court, but I’m also going to give you a good fuck when you need it, too.”
My eyes widened as I said, “Now, Reed. I need it now!”
He stood up quickly and spun me around. He bent me over and leaned into me as he whispered, “I’m going to fuck you from behind, Courtney. Don’t come.”
What?
He slammed into me, and I almost came on the spot. He dug his fingertips into my hips as he began thrusting so hard and fast. I felt that familiar feeling beginning to build.
“Don’t. Come. Courtney,” Reed said in between thrusts.
“I can’t stop myself from coming! Oh God, Reed…please…”
I started to move my hand down to touch myself, but Reed pulled out some and stopped.
“No! Why are you doing this?” I yelled out.
He slowly began moving in and out of me, and I’d never felt such pleasure. There was no way I could stop myself from coming. When he reached around and pinched my nipple, I let out a gasp.
“Reed! I need to come.”
Fuck!
“Courtney, you feel so good,” Reed said as he picked up his pace. “Come now, baby…I’m so close.”
Yes! Finally!
I pushed myself against him every time he slammed into me. I could feel the buildup as I prepared for an intense orgasm.
“Court…I’m close, baby.”
“Deeper, Reed. Harder!”
Somehow, Reed pushed my one leg out more, causing him to go deeper into me.
Heaven. Pure heaven.
Then, he moved his right hand and brushed the cheek of my ass before he grazed down the middle of my ass. As he pushed harder, he said, “Someday, I want this, too, baby.”
The moment he pushed on my ass, it was my undoing, and the orgasm hit me so hard that I let out a scream and began calling out his name.
“Reed! Oh God, Reed! Yes! I’m coming. Oh God…ah…oh God, oh God, oh God.” I could hardly even form any words. I just cried out the same thing over and over.
Then, I felt Reed getting bigger inside me as he began to come.
“Ah…shit…Courtney, it feels so good.” He kept thrusting as he reached around and began playing with my clit.
I instantly had another orgasm as his fingers assaulted my clit over and over again. Reed pulled out of me, and we both collapsed onto the bed. I was still trying to catch my breath as I came down from my second orgasm. Reed was lying next to me, attempting to catch his breath as well.