Bob Hampton of Placer
Page 46It proved a restless day, and a sufficiently unpleasant one, for Mr.
Hampton. For a number of years he had been diligently training himself
in the school of cynicism, endeavoring to persuade himself that he did
not in the least care what others thought, nor how his own career
ended; impelling himself to constant recklessness in life and thought.
He had thus successfully built up a wall between the present and that
past which long haunted his lonely moments, and had finally decided
that it was hermetically sealed. Yet now, this odd chit of a girl,
this waif whom he had plucked from the jaws of death, had overturned
this carefully constructed barrier as if it had been originally built
of mere cardboard, and he was compelled again to see himself, loathe
Everything had been changed by her sudden entrance into his life,
everything except those unfortunate conditions which still bound him
helpless. He looked upon the world no longer through his cool, gray
eyes, but out of her darker ones, and the prospect appeared gloomy
enough. He thought it all over again and again, dwelling in reawakened
memory upon details long hidden within the secret recesses of his
brain, yet so little came from this searching survey that the result
left him no plan for the future. He had wandered too far away from
home; the path leading back was long ago overgrown with weeds, and
could not now be retraced. One thing he grasped clearly,--the girl
her or lower her ideals. Mrs. Herndon was right, and he realized it;
neither his presence nor his money were fit to influence her future.
He swore between his clinched teeth, his face grown haggard. The sun's
rays bridged the slowly darkening valley with cords of red gold, and
the man pulled himself to his feet by gripping the root of a tree. He
realized that he had been sitting there for hours, and that he was
hungry.
Down beneath, amid the fast awakening noise and bustle of early
evening, the long discipline of the gambler reasserted itself--he got
back his nerve. It was Bob Hampton, cool, resourceful, sarcastic of
who sat, with his back to the wall, in the little dining-room, watchful
of all others present. And it was Bob Hampton who strolled carelessly
out upon the darkened porch an hour later, leaving a roar of laughter
behind him, and an enemy as well. Little he cared for that, however,
in his present mood, and he stood there, amid the black shadows,
looking contemptuously down upon the stream of coatless humanity
trooping past on pleasure bent, the blue smoke circling his head, his
gray eyes glowing half angrily. Suddenly he leaned forward, clutching
the rail in quick surprise.