Blue-Bird Weather
Page 32The younger man's face hardened. "But when it did become my property,
why had you the indecency to stay?"
"Where else could I go?"
"You had the whole world to--operate in."
Herold's thin face flushed. "It was fitter that I should work for you,"
he said. "I have served you faithfully for five years."
"And unfaithfully for ten! Wasn't it enough that Vyse and I let you go
without prosecuting you? Wasn't it enough that we pocketed our loss for
your wife's sake?"
He checked himself in a flash of memory, turned, and looked at the
associate's handwriting had seemed familiar after all these years.
And suddenly he remembered that this man was Jim's father--and the
father of the young girl he was in love with; and the shock drove every
drop of blood out of his heart and cheeks. Ghastly, staring, he stood
confronting Herold; and the latter, leaning heavily, shoulder against
the wall, stared back at him.
"I could have gone on working for you," he said, "trying to save enough
to make restitution--some day. I have already saved part of it. Look
at me--look at my children--at the way we live, and you'll understand
that much before you go--before I go, too."
His breath came heavily, unevenly; he cleared his eyes with a
work-stained hand, fashioned for pens and ledgers.
"You were abroad when I--did what I did. Vyse was merciless. I told him
I could put it back if he'd give me the chance. But a thief was a thief
to him--particularly when his own pocket was involved. He meant to send
me to prison. The judge held him--he was his father-in-law--and he was
an old man with a wife and children of his own."
Herold was silent for a moment, and his gaze became vague and remote,
tell you, Marche, that I am not dishonest by nature or in my character.
God alone knows why I took those securities, meaning, of course, to
return them, as all the poor, damned fools do mean when they do what I
did. But Vyse made it a condition that I was to leave the country, and
there was no chance of restitution unless I could remain in New York and
do what I knew how to do--no chance, Marche--and so fortune ebbed, and
my wife died, and the old judge saw me working on the water-front in
Norfolk one day, and gave me this place. That is all."