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Blind Love

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"I don't expect you to enter into particulars," she said; "I don't ask

you here to humiliate yourself."

"When I got your letter, Miss, I tried to consider how I might show

myself worthy of your kindness," Fanny answered. "The one way I could

see was not to let you think better of me than I deserve. When a

person, like me, is told, for the first time, that her figure makes

amends for her face, she is flattered by the only compliment that has

been paid to her in all her life. My excuse, Miss (if I have an excuse)

is a mean one---I couldn't resist a compliment. That is all I have to

say."

Iris began to alter her opinion. This was not a young woman of the

ordinary type. It began to look possible, and more than possible, that

she was worthy of a helping hand. The truth seemed to be in her.

"I understand you, and feel for you." Having replied in those words,

Iris wisely and delicately changed the subject. "Let me hear how you

are situated at the present time," she continued. "Are your parents

living?"

"My father and mother are dead, Miss."

"Have you any other relatives?"

"They are too poor to be able to do anything for me. I have lost my

character--and I am left to help myself."

"Suppose you fail to find another situation?" Iris suggested.

"Yes, Miss?"

"How can you help yourself?"

"I can do what other girls have done."

"What do you mean?"

"Some of us starve on needlework. Some take to the streets. Some end it

in the river. If there is no other chance for me, I think I shall try

that way," said the poor creature, as quietly as if she was speaking of

some customary prospect that was open to her. "There will be nobody to

be sorry for me--and, as I have read, drowning is not a very painful

death."

"You shock me, Fanny! I, for one, should be sorry for you."

"Thank you, Miss."

"And try to remember," Iris continued, "that there may be chances in

the future which you don't see yet. You speak of what you have read,

and I have already noticed how clearly and correctly you express

yourself. You must have been educated. Was it at home? or at school?

"I was once sent to school," Fanny replied, not quite willingly.

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