Beth Norvell
Page 176Winston stood there in silence, yet holding the paper in his hand.
Almost timidly she glanced up at him across the back of the chair.
"And you have never suspected who I was until to-night?"
"No, never; I had always thought of Bob's sister as a mere child."
She arose to her feet, taking a single step toward him.
"I can only ask you to forgive me," she pleaded anxiously, her eyes
uplifted. "That is all I can ask. I ought to be ashamed, I am
ashamed, that I could ever have believed it possible for you to commit
such a deed. It seems incredible now that I have so believed. Yet how
could I escape such conviction? I heard the voices, the shot, and then
to aid, sent me hastily forward. Scarcely had I bent over the dead
body, when some one came toward me from the very direction in which
that man had fled. I supposed he was coming back to make sure of his
work, and--and--it was you. Oh, I did not want to believe, but I had
to believe. You acted so strangely toward me, I accepted that as a
sign of guilt; it was a horror unspeakable."
"You thought--you actually thought I did that?" he asked, hardly
trusting his own ears.
"What else could I think? What else could I think?"
unable to control his speech. Should he tell her? Should he confess
his own equally mad mistake? the reason why all these years had passed
without his seeking her? It would be useless; it would only add to her
pain, her sense of wounded pride. Silence now would be mercy.
"Beth," he said, controlling his voice with an effort, "let us think of
all this as passed away forever. Let us not talk about it, let us not
think about it any more. You have reached the height which you set out
to gain; or, possibly you have not yet fully attained to your ideal,
yet you have travelled far toward it. Has it satisfied? Has it filled
She returned his questioning look frankly.
"Do you remember what I once said in a cabin out in Colorado?"
"I think so; yet, to avoid mistake, repeat it now."
"I told you I would give up gladly all ambition, all dreams of worldly
success, just to be alone with the man I loved, and bring him
happiness. To-night, as then, that is all I wish--everything."