Beth Norvell
Page 131"Is it indeed true," she asked, her voice thrilling with suppressed
feeling, "that you possess a warrant sworn out by Biff Farnham,
charging Mr. Winston with the abduction of his wife?"
"Yes, ma'am," and the man changed the weight of his body to the other
foot. "I 'm sorry ter say it 's true."
She lifted one hand suddenly to her forehead as though in pain.
"And you intend to serve it?"
"I have no choice, ma'am; I 'm an officer of the law."
There followed a pause, seemingly endless, the eyes of the men turned
away. She lifted her head, sweeping her gaze swiftly across the faces,
and a flush crept into the white cheeks.
occasionally yielding peculiar power to the words, "it is true I am
that man's wife." She looked directly at him, apparently oblivious of
his attempt at smiling indifference. "By the laws of God and men I am
his wife. I neither deny this, nor have ever sought to escape from its
obligations. To me, the vows of marriage were sacred when first
assumed; they remain no less sacred now. This man is fully aware of
how I feel in this regard; he knows I have proved true in spirit and
letter to my vows; he knows exactly why I am not living with him; why I
am earning my own living in the world; why I am here in this position
to-day. He knows it all, I say, because the desertion was his, not
character by doing an injury to another is an unbearable insult, an
outrage more serious than if he had struck me a physical blow. The one
I might forgive, as I have before forgiven, but the other is beyond the
limits of pardon, if I would retain my own self-respect. I am a woman,
an honorable woman, and my reputation is more to me than life."
She paused, breathing heavily, her head flung back, Her hands clenched
as though in desperate effort at self-control.
"You--you!" the words seemed fairly forced from between her lips,
"there has never been a time when I would not have gone to you at a
word, at your slightest expressed desire. However I may have despised
to you in response to the call of duty. There is no such duty now.
You have openly insulted and degraded me; you have accused me before
the world; you have dragged my name in the muck; you have attempted to
dethrone my womanhood. The past is over; it is over forever. The law
may continue to hold me as your wife, but I am not your wife. The
records of the church may so name me, but they are false. A God of
love could never have linked me to such a brute--the very thought is
infamy. Do not touch me! Do not speak to me! I believe I could kill
you easier than I could ever again yield to you so much as a word."