Beautiful Redemption
Page 53“Don’t stop,” I begged.
“You feel too good,” he whispered, setting me down on my feet.
Before I could protest, he flipped me around and pushed me toward the wall. My chest and palms were flat against the paint, and I grinned.
Thomas put his hand on my cheek, and I turned just enough to kiss his fingertips. Then, I opened my mouth, letting him slip a finger inside. I pulled back, sucking lightly, and he sighed.
He gently ran his thumb down the line of my jaw, my neck, and then my shoulder. From there, he slid his palm down the length of my spine, over the curves of my backside, and then settled between my thighs. He put gentle pressure on one of my legs, guiding it away from the other. I gladly spread them apart and then placed my palms on the wall, bracing myself, as he yanked my hips back.
With his hand, he slowly guided himself inside me. He didn’t pull out. Instead, he moved his hips in a subtle circular motion, savoring the warm sensation of my embrace.
He gripped my hip with one hand and reached around with the other, touching the most sensitive parts of my skin. He moved his middle finger in small circles, and then he pulled back his hips. He groaned as he rocked against me.
I bent over, pressing my backside against him, allowing Thomas to sink himself as deeply as he wanted.
With every thrust, his thick fingers dug into my thighs, guiding me to the very edge of pleasure. I bit my lip, forbidding myself to cry out, and just as a thin sheen of sweat formed on my skin, we tumbled over together.
Chapter Eighteen
I REACHED ACROSS THOMAS’S BARE CHEST to turn off the obnoxious noise coming from his cell phone. The movement made evident the soreness and swelling between my legs from the hours of sex the night before, and I rested my head on his rippled abdomen, smiling at the memories flashing in my mind.
Thomas stretched, his legs too long for the bed. The sheets rustled as he stirred, and I ran my fingers over his soft skin, surrounded by the trinkets and trophies of his childhood.
I kissed the crown of his head and hummed in total satisfaction. No one had ever made me feel so right about being wrong.
“Morning, baby,” Thomas said, his voice sounding strained and hoarse. He rubbed his feet on mine as he carefully raked my ratted hair away from my face. “I probably shouldn’t assume, but being a woman married to her career…”
“Yes,” I said. “Birth control is in place and good for five years.”
He kissed my cheek. “Just checking. I might have gotten a little carried away last night.”
“I’m not complaining,” I said with a tired smile. “Flight leaves in four hours.”
He stretched again, still keeping one arm hooked around my neck. He pulled me to him and kissed my temple. “If this weekend wasn’t so important, I’d make you stay in bed with me all day.”
“We can do that when we get back to San Diego.”
He squeezed me. “Does that mean you’re finally available?”
I hugged him back. “No,” I said, smiling at his reaction. “I’m with someone.”
Thomas pressed his head back against his pillow to look me in the eyes. “Last night, I realized when I was talking to Camille…those relationships didn’t work out, but it wasn’t because of the job. It’s because we weren’t invested enough in them.”
I eyed him, feigning suspicion. “Are you invested in me?”
I shook my head and smiled.
He touched my hair. “I like this look on you.”
I rolled my eyes. “Shut up.”
“I’m completely serious. I’ve never seen you so beautiful, and that’s saying something. The first time I saw you…I mean, the very moment I looked over from my barstool and saw your face, I panicked, wondering how in the hell I was going to get your attention and then worrying how I would keep it when I did.”
“You got my attention at work the next day.”
Thomas looked ashamed. “I don’t get surprised very often. I was probably more of an asshole than normal, trying to keep everyone from knowing, and then when it hit me that I’d put you in danger—”
I touched his lips with my finger, and then I realized I could kiss them if I wanted. Immediately, I took the opportunity. They were soft and warm, and I had trouble pulling away, but even when I tried, Thomas placed his hand on my cheek, holding me while he caressed my tongue with his.
My God, he was perfection. I silently scolded myself for waiting that long to allow myself to enjoy him.
When he finally released me, he only pulled away a few centimeters, brushing his lips against mine. “I’ve always been a morning person, but I have no idea how I’m going to get out of this bed with you in it.”
“Tommy!” Jim yelled from downstairs. “Get your ass down here and make your mom’s omelets!”
Thomas blinked. “The idea just came to me.”
He rubbed his hands together. “Holy shit, it’s cold,” he said, sliding his arms into his sport coat. “But I don’t want to sweat my ass off when we get off the plane in Charlotte Amalie.”
“I had the same idea,” I said, pulling on my sweater.
“I might have a…” He opened his closet and pulled something off a hanger before tossing it to me.
I held up the gray hoodie with navy writing that read ESU WILDCATS. It was a men’s medium. “When did you wear this? As a toddler?”
“As a college freshman. You can have it.”
I took off my sweater and pulled his hoodie over my head, feeling extremely foolish about how giddy it made me.
We packed the few things we’d removed from our luggage, and then Thomas carried our luggage downstairs while I brushed the sex tangles from my hair. I made the bed and gathered the dirty laundry, but before leaving, I took one last longing look at the room. This was the site of the beginning of what was to come, whatever that was.
I descended the stairs, grinning at Thomas standing in front of the stove, his father holding the salt and pepper.