Always You
Page 19"Ok, I'll talk to later, but answer your f**king phone when I call ok?" he said angrily, taking my hands making the pain shoot back up my wrist again, I flinched and bit my lip so I didn't cry out tasting blood in my mouth where I bit down so hard. I nodded, he turned and walked to the door, I stayed where I was pressed against the wall, once he was out of sight I ran to the door and closed it. I slumped down on the floor leaning my forehead against the wall sobbing cradling my wrist until I heard my favourite voice in the world.
"What are you doing here?" I heard Clay say outside.
"Just seeing my girlfriend, you need to stay the hell away from her seriously Preston" Blake threatened.
"Girlfriend? Fuck you asshole, go spread your STD's around some more" Clay said closer to the door this time.
I was shaking, "Preston you better shut your f**king mouth or I swear I'm gonna shut it for you" Blake said.
I heard Clay laugh, "Yeah because that worked out so well for you last time" Clay said from right outside the door.
Please, oh God just come in please Clay. "Screw you Preston" Blake said, I heard a car door slam and a car engine, I expected Clay to just come in but he didn't he knocked on the door. I pushed myself up off of the floor, I wiped my face, took a deep breath and opened the door, what the hell am I gonna say to Clay?
"Hey Riley bear I got you these" he said holding out a bunch of yellow tulips, he looked at me then and dropped the flowers scooping me up into his arms.
"What the hell? Are you ok? Did he hurt you? Shit Riley what happened?" he asked, I could hear the worry and anger in his voice. I put my head on his shoulder and cradled my arm protectively sobbing on his shoulder, I couldn't speak. He lifted me over to the sofa and sat me on his lap. Rocking me back and forth stroking my hair. "What happened? Did he hurt you?" he asked tenderly, I nodded and held out my wrist, he took it gently looking at it, he hissed through his teeth, my wrist looked swollen and red.
Clay muttered something under his breath that sounded like "I'm gonna kill him" or something along those lines. He moved me off of his lap sitting me on the couch and walked off in the direction of the kitchen, I heard him banging around then he came back with a bag of frozen peas. He scooped me back up onto his lap and held the peas to my wrist.
"What happened?" he asked quietly kissing my forehead.
"He just showed up, I....I thought it was you, then he just went crazy, shouting and....and..." I said but started crying again.
He wiped my tears away gently, "It's ok Riley bear, I'm here now it's ok" he murmured over and over until I calmed down.
"He was so angry, he said he wanted to be with me, he was shouting at me and then he kissed me" I said, Clay sucked in a big breath, "I tried to push him off honest I did Clay but he grabbed my arms and slammed my wrist on the wall" I said trying to look into his eyes. I needed to know that was ok, that we were ok, he frowned and looked at my wrist with a tight jaw. "I tried to push him off I promise" I said quietly touching his face with my other hand. "Please say that's ok" I said quietly, his eyes snapped up to mine.
"Ok? HELL NO it's not Ok Riley! He kissed you against your will, he f**king hurt you! That's not ok" he said angrily.
"I'm so sorry, please forgive me" I said crying again.
"Forgive YOU? What the hell are you talking about? Why would I need to forgive you Riley bear you've done nothing wrong" he murmured stroking my hair again lovingly, pressing his forehead to mine. "Come on lets get you to the hospital, get this wrist checked out ok" he said helping me stand up.
"Wow this is gonna be a good first date Clay" I said jokingly.
"I think this might be broken" he said bending his head so he could kiss it.
"I think so too" I whispered. He led me out of the house grabbing my bag and locking the door.
We spent nearly five hours at the hospital and finally we arrived home I had a cast on my wrist, Clay was right I had fractured it and would have to wear a cast for 6 weeks. When we arrived back to my house Clay was fussing over me like crazy, being his usual sweet attentive self, getting me pillows and drinks, making me dinner. He even offered to come to the toilet with me in case I needed help, I'd declined laughing but as it turned out I couldn't do my jeans back up after with one hand so I had to ask him to do it, much to his amusement.
I'd told Clay everything Blake had said, and when I told him that I'd said I would talk to him later trying to get him out of the house he stiffened and went quiet, I don't know what he was thinking about he wouldn't tell me so I just changed the subject. I made a statement to the police but they said that there was not much they could do, there was no witnesses it would be my word against his and the fact that I invited him into the house from the street apparently looked bad on my part. Blake did have previous history so they were going to go and talk to him to tell him to back off, that was all the help they could offer.
We were now laying on the sofa together watching some crappy reality TV programme. I turned to him and kissed him passionately, he responded immediately kissing me with just as much passion and hunger he rolled onto his back and pulled me on top of him gently. He ran his hands down my back and pushed his hands into the back of my trousers making me chuckle as he squeezed my ass. By the time we broke the kiss I was breathless and tingling all over with the familiar burning need that he gave me every time he kissed or touched me.
"I don't suppose you brought any cond0ms with you?" I asked kissing his neck.
He groaned "Damn it! No I didn't Riley, I'm sorry" he said giving me an apologetic smile, I swallowed away the disappointment that I felt and gave him a seductive smile.
"That's ok, if you can help me take these off I can help chase that thunder cloud away from above your head" I joked trying to unbutton his jeans with one hand, he chuckled.
"Thunder cloud?" he asked looking a little confused.
"Yeah you've been in a foul mood all day and so angry it wouldn't surprise me if you've given yourself an ulcer, but you've hid it very well" I said kissing his stomach.
"I hid it well? Then how did you know I've been angry?" he asked his jaw tensing again. I pointed to it.
"That right there is your first give away, the clenched jaw, the second is your eyes, they get tight when your angry and the third is your hands, I'm not sure if you realise but you've had a permanent fist since you came over here this morning" I said smiling at him sweetly as I licked his belly button.
He sighed, "I'm sorry Riley have I been an ass?" he asked taking my face into his hands gently, I shook my head, seriously Clay an ass?
"You've never been an ass, never, you're too friggin sweet and romantic and thoughtful to ever be an ass" I said honestly. He kissed me tenderly and sat up picking me up bridal style and carrying me to my bed.
I kissed him hard showing him all of my love for him, I reached trying to take off his shirt but it was really hard with one hand. He frowned at me and took my hands gently, "Look Riley, I don't want to hurt you so why don't we not do anything tonight? You should rest and get some sleep" he said kissing each of my fingers on my bad hand.
I whimpered "Clay are you kidding me?" I asked pulling his head back down to mine and kissing him again.
He moaned against my lips, "Riley bear, we don't have to rush anything I told you, lets just get some sleep ok, we've got a big day tomorrow" he said with a smirk. Big day what is he talking about?
"I have to introduce you to my friends as the love of my life, mind you they already know that but they don't know I finally told you" he said nuzzling my neck. I gasped in shock, really everyone knew but me?
"Your friends all knew?" I asked frowning.
He nodded "Yeah I told them about you years ago, I think everyone knew I was in love with you but you" he said. I groaned, I wasn't looking forward to tomorrow, the girls there are going to hate me even more for this. "What?" he asked looking at me lovingly.
"I'm just not so excited about everybody knowing that's all" I said with a sigh.
"Why not?" he asked a bit shocked and worried.
"All the girls are gonna hate me Clay, they already hate me for just being your friend, now that your off the market I'm probably gonna get killed or something" I said dramatically.
He laughed "Don't worry, I'll protect you from those nasty girls" he said licking the skin between my breasts, I arched my back to get myself closer to his tongue with a breathy moan.
"Clay, please take my clothes off" I begged running my good hand through his blonde hair, he chuckled.
"Wow you really are one sex crazed virgin" he said with a loving smile pulling my top gently over my head wincing as he pulled it off my bad arm. He stripped all of my clothes off obediently and then started to kiss me, I put my hands on his chest and pushed him gently, he responded immediately and pulled back with a panicked expression
"Did I hurt you?" he asked worriedly.
I shook my head "No Clay, I want you to get up off of the bed and take off all of your clothes, slowly" I said seductively and biting my lip.
He looked a little shocked but smiled wickedly, "You want me to strip for you huh?" he asked getting up on his knees on the bed, I nodded, oh God yeah I did! He chuckled and stood up next to the bed and started slowly taking his clothes off his eyes never left me. My God he was so beautiful but I really didn't care what he looked like, he was the kindest, sweetest, funniest, most considerate and generous boy in the world and he was mine. I sighed happily.
When he was completely na**d he climbed back in the bed with me, wrapping his arms tightly around me. "Riley I really think you should get some sleep, you've been through a lot and I don't want your arm to start hurting" he said kissing my forehead. I nodded, actually it was starting to ache again anyway but I wasn't going to tell him that, he was worried and angry enough as it is.
He sighed a little sadly, "What's wrong?" I asked concerned smoothing out the frown lines from his face.
"Your parents will be back tomorrow which means that we won't be able to do this much" he said rubbing his hands down my back slowly.
"I wish it was just you and me, or that I could stay here with you all the time" he said wrapping his leg over mine protectively.
"Hmm, that would be nice but at least you still get to stay over here a couple of days a week" I said giving him a flirty smile, he shook his head slightly.
"They will, it'll be fine" I said but I didn't quite believe it, I knew he was right.
He laughed "We'll see" he mumbled against my lips, I pulled him tight.
"Can I ask you something Clay? It's kinda embarrassing" I said blushing slightly, he smiled lovingly.
"You can ask me anything Riley bear" he said brushing his hand against my hot cheek.
"Ok well" I said gulping, "You're really huge, I mean is that gonna fit in me?" I said a little horrified nodding down at him.
He chuckled slightly, "Yeah Riley it'll fit don't worry" he said kissing my cheek.
"Well is it gonna hurt me?" I asked wincing at the thought.
He looked sad "Yeah, it will the first time, I don't want to hurt you" he said smoothing my hair looking me in the eyes, I could see all of his love for me shining through.
I smiled "I know you don't, will it hurt you?" I asked frowning again.
"No, why would it hurt me?" he asked confused.
"Well, I thought there was some kind of barrier you had to break the first time you have sex, I just wondered if it would hurt you when you do it" I said feeling stupid and blushing again wishing I hadn't asked.
"I don't know Riley, I don't think so, but I don't care, I'd much rather it hurt me than you" he said tenderly.
"Will you help me, I mean I have no idea what to do Clay, what if I'm terrible at it and disappoint you" I said starting to get myself worked up. I'd thought about this a lot, he had been with LOTS of girls, all of which would have more experience that me and would know how to please a man, what if I was a let down?
He took my face in his hands, "Riley Jane Thomas, I love you more than anything, you would never be a disappointment to me, and of course I'll help you, but judging by the things we've done so far I don't think you'll need my help" he said with a small chuckle.
I smiled a little, "But you've had sex with so many girls Clay how can I compare to that?" I asked weakly.
"Riley, I have had sex with a lot of girls you're right, but I don't want to ever have sex with you" he said kissing me tenderly, "I only ever want to make love to you, that's how you compare" he said rolling on top of me and kissing me again. Wow this boy is sweet! He kissed me until I forgot the reason for my worrying, it all seemed silly when he was kissing me so lovingly.